Wezzy777

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My method for oberdoe is going to take too long. I just really need to go. Gonna do Hanging early morning, I was going to for it today but I haven't written any goodbye notes and the LAST THING I want is for the people I hate to think didn't hate them. I'm going for partial, but if I'm. Not able to push through it I'll go with full suspension


I'll be using a combination of two hanging guides, one from This websites page and another from @020x

The rope is polyester, 12m. I have a skinny neck so this should definitely work. (Ive barely been eating at all these past few months, it's actually shocking how much weight I lost. Kinds sad I kinda look like a twig now.

Some the rope is a climbing rope it came with this metal holder thingy, I'm going to use that to make my anchor point stronger and increase tension.

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I'm doing it in the closet because I plan on writing a warning not epm the outside, hopefully when I'm found no one is too traumatized.
The other side of the end is frayed because I cut off another buckle thing it had, I'll probably just melt it off.

And it was my first time tying a slipknot. It sucks so I'll look at more tutorials to improve it. Everything will be ready by tonight, so by tomorrow I can just die.

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Also I'm. testing out how to put the socks around my neck. I'll definitely figure that now.

But yeah, tomorrow, around 11—12 I'll be dead. Gonna clean a bit too.

If anyone had any feedback on anything I can improve or tips I'll be very grateful.
 

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You're definitely too young to be making this decision… I'm really sorry for you
 
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You're definitely too young to be making this decision… I'm really sorry for you
I don't really matter anyways. And I'm not really a good person.
People are born everyday and I'm sure one day they'll be a pos like me who comes around.
 
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we're here for you 🤍🤍
 
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just know we are thinking fondly of you and wishing you ultimate peace. if anything goes awry, we're right here
 
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Looks like a 12mm climbing rope,
Static or dynamic?
Dynamic rope won't work, it has to be static.
Wrong knot regardless,
I know you want to die, I've spoken to you in DM's
I don't know your reasons.

Think this through, you can live or die, something in between is not going to pretty at all. You know what I mean ?

Do your research on the proper knot for the task at hand,
Static rope only.
Slow and steady wins the race.
To coin a phrase, be absolutely sure of what you are doing,
Research it out thoroughly
 
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Looks like a 12mm climbing rope,
Static or dynamic?
Dynamic rope won't work, it has to be static.
Wrong knot regardless,
I know you want to die, I've spoken to you in DM's
I don't know your reasons.

Think this through, you can live or die, something in between is not going to pretty at all. You know what I mean ?

Do your research on the proper knot for the task at hand,
Static rope only.
Slow and steady wins the race.
To coin a phrase, be absolutely sure of what you are doing,
Research it out thoroughly
Wow. Uhhhbbhvvbhhh;;;; from the threads I've read I saw nothing on what static of dynamic even is.and yeah, I plan on getting the knot rightm it's just tied like shit because that was my first attempt.
Just checked the product description and yeah, it's a static rope, though I don't even know what that means.
Is it something with friction???
 
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The dynamic rope will stretch, leaving the possibility a partial failure in the knot.
Static won't
Your much to young to do this, unless you have had massive medical failures already.
Please DM me.
 
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The dynamic rope will stretch, leaving the possibility a partial failure in the knot.
Static won't
Your much to young to do this, unless you have had massive medical failures already.
Please DM me.
Your much to young to do this, unless you have had massive medical failures already.
Please DM me.
Oh, okay well that makes sense. Glad I got static.
 
pandorasactor

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I hope everything works out well! Also, don't worry about the people saying you're too young to ctb, I was 18 when I first tried to OD. I'm 22 now and still want to die lol

Also, I have a somewhat skinny neck structure as you. Is a 12mm good? I think my rope in less thicker, I'm wondering if I need to buy a new rope.

Anyways, wish you well!
 
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I wish you the best, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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I hope everything works out well! Also, don't worry about the people saying you're too young to ctb, I was 18 when I first tried to OD. I'm 22 now and still want to die lol

Also, I have a somewhat skinny neck structure as you. Is a 12mm good? I think my rope in less thicker, I'm wondering if I need to buy a new rope.

Anyways, wish you well!
From all the people posting about hanging 12mm seems to be the ideal width for s rope, which is why I But thin rope work too, it just might be more painful, I think.
You can hang yourself with thin things like cables so the thickness of your rope shouldn't matter too much for effectivenes
There's a post on this site showing examples of people hanging themselves, that pretty much confirmed for me my rope is going to work.
 
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