• Hey Guest,

    We will never comply with any of OFCOM's demands or any other nations censorious demands for that matter. We will only follow the laws of the land of which our server is located, which is the US.

    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

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qualityOV3Rquantity

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I'm too depressed to enjoy life, but not depressed enough that I would actually commit suicide. I'm stuck in between life and death. It feels like my problems are overwhelming, but the reality is that they aren't, otherwise I wouldn't be alive right now. I want to either get better or get worse so I'm finally driven to suicide, I don't want to live in this fucking purgatory...

I wonder if it's true that most suicides are impulsive. And that the only reason so many people do it is because of alcohol. But I don't drink and I'm the least impulsive person ever, so I guess I'm stuck here.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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That must be tiring what you go through but anyway I wish you all the best in whatever happens.
 
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tsykoais

tsykoais

i can't drown my demons they know how to swim
Apr 9, 2023
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i truly feel the same way op, it's hard. it's like being stuck underwater but you can't drown.
 
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drag201

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Same here. I always thought that people who commit do it in an impulsive state of mind, too. I'm so tired of being alive and everything stresses me out but honestly so does the mere thought of going and killing myself. I want to do it and I've fantasized about it day and night and it's the only thing I'm sure I want to do in life yet I lack the courage to do it, I want to overcome it because I know I'll be a thousand times more miserable if I force myself to keep living through it.
I drink a lot and personally it doesn't help with actively (physically) wanting to kill myself. I guess that's subjective.
I hope you're feeling better, take care
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

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Aug 6, 2024
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I hear you. I was in a place like that for a while.
Then I thought I hit rock bottom.
And then I hit the real rock bottom. This time it's for real.
 
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Unfortunately, the nature of both existence and non-existence is one of suffering. Though, it is up to each of us to find which suffering we consume ourselves with.
 
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fmak

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I'm too depressed to enjoy life, but not depressed enough that I would actually commit suicide. I'm stuck in between life and death. It feels like my problems are overwhelming
Similar situation here or even worse, im soo depressed. Divorced, unemployed, in debt, got $0 in pocket or savings. My life is just soo screwed & miserable.
 
ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
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same thing for me, I'm just stuck here.
I also don't think I can ctb because of my boyfriend, I know I would drive him down the same road if I did. The guilt of that is something I can't endure.

Now trying to recover for the nth time...feeling like I'm cosplaying a happy person...
 
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cryptoinvestor

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Unfortunately, the nature of both existence and non-existence is one of suffering. Though, it is up to each of us to find which suffering we consume ourselves with.
how do you equate non-existence to suffering?
 
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