Tonight will be my SN attempt.

[Ellipsis]

For the moment everything is fine. I am not particularly stressed, even rather calm. I took the opportunity to take a shower, take care of myself, choose a nice outfit.
I took the xanax, I'm waiting for it to take effect.
I took 400mg crushed propranolol with the 2g of paracematol. I tell myself that in the event of a high dose, it will not be too much. Crushed propranolol was very very bitter.
I just took my 3 pills of domperidone.
All I need to do now is prepare the SN glasses. I'm tired and sleepy so this will motivate me to drink all this. I really need to fall asleep for eternity. Of course, I would remain conscious for at least 15 minutes after drinking the SN.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I hope you find peace and freedom.

 

[Ellipsis]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I hope you find peace and freedom.

Thanks a lot. I'm starting to be really relaxed (Xanax) and a little to the west is a pretty good sign. I had a moment in the evening where I lied feeling unable to do it but it's pretty much on the right track I think. I believe and hope that everything will go well for the SN. I really tried to follow the Stan Guide and the PPH.

 

[DarkRose]

I am glad you found your way out. I hope everything goes according to plan! See you up there!

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds ideal to me as well falling asleep for all eternity, I hope that you find what you wish for.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I, too, am sorry you have ended up at this place in your life. I hope you can find your peace and freedom. Best to you.

 

[stermc]

I hope you can find peace and rest finally! And go knowing your existence was important and valid.
See you on the other side, soon

 

[Grimmreeferx]

All the best

 

[Forever Sleep]

Thanks a lot. I'm starting to be really relaxed (Xanax) and a little to the west is a pretty good sign. I had a moment in the evening where I lied feeling unable to do it but it's pretty much on the right track I think. I believe and hope that everything will go well for the SN. I really tried to follow the Stan Guide and the PPH.

I hope I will feel as relaxed as possible also if/when the time comes. Just continue to be kind to yourself. Don't feel pressured either way. I wish you well, whatever you decide. ❤

 

[Dead Meat]

Sorry to see you go,but I wish you all the best for a pleasant and comfortable journey and and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul

 

[reverse03]

Safe travels. You may find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Ellipsis]

Upate : I took Xanax, propranolol and paracetamol. Maybe that was too much for me. I did the blood test which worked. And then there's the black hole. I think I fell asleep but when I woke up the glasses were full of SN so I moved to do this. But I don't remember it's really strange.

I don't know what happened, can I use the SN I put in these glasses 8 hours ago? I took propranolol, paracematol. I want to do it now even if it's morning.

 

[Jadzia]

Upate : I took Xanax, propranolol and paracetamol. Maybe that was too much for me. I did the blood test which worked. And then there's the black hole. I think I fell asleep but when I woke up the glasses were full of SN so I moved to do this. But I don't remember it's really strange.

I don't know what happened, can I use the SN I put in these glasses 8 hours ago? I took propranolol, paracematol. I want to do it now even if it's morning.

I don't know if it would still be ok to drink. I think it would eventually turn from nitrite to nitrate from what I've read on this site.

I'm sorry things didn't go according to plan. Sending hugs

 

[Ellipsis]

I don't know if it would still be ok to drink. I think it would eventually turn from nitrite to nitrate from what I've read on this site.

I'm sorry things didn't go according to plan. Sending hugs

I thil I will do an other blood test. It's the same than yesterday

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sorry to see you go.
I hope you are able to find peace.

 

[hopelessgirl]

I'll follow you in a couple of days <3 I wish you a peaceful journey

 

[Vegetale]

For the moment everything is fine. I am not particularly stressed, even rather calm. I took the opportunity to take a shower, take care of myself, choose a nice outfit.
I took the xanax, I'm waiting for it to take effect.
I took 400mg crushed propranolol with the 2g of paracematol. I tell myself that in the event of a high dose, it will not be too much. Crushed propranolol was very very bitter.
I just took my 3 pills of domperidone.
All I need to do now is prepare the SN glasses. I'm tired and sleepy so this will motivate me to drink all this. I really need to fall asleep for eternity. Of course, I would remain conscious for at least 15 minutes after drinking the SN.

Are you still alive? Can you talk what happened if you have take Sn?

 

[Shivali]

 

[spixs_macaw]

For the moment everything is fine. I am not particularly stressed, even rather calm. I took the opportunity to take a shower, take care of myself, choose a nice outfit.
I took the xanax, I'm waiting for it to take effect.
I took 400mg crushed propranolol with the 2g of paracematol. I tell myself that in the event of a high dose, it will not be too much. Crushed propranolol was very very bitter.
I just took my 3 pills of domperidone.
All I need to do now is prepare the SN glasses. I'm tired and sleepy so this will motivate me to drink all this. I really need to fall asleep for eternity. Of course, I would remain conscious for at least 15 minutes after drinking the SN.

I also wonder what happened <3 I hope you're well wherever you are right now.

 

[IntelligentLeg]

Upate : I took Xanax, propranolol and paracetamol. Maybe that was too much for me. I did the blood test which worked. And then there's the black hole. I think I fell asleep but when I woke up the glasses were full of SN so I moved to do this. But I don't remember it's really strange.

I don't know what happened, can I use the SN I put in these glasses 8 hours ago? I took propranolol, paracematol. I want to do it now even if it's morning.

Safe travels.

 

[evey8112]

Safe travels.

Hi Mommy

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[wantittoendsoon]

I hope you find the peace you are seeking.

 

[DarkRose]

Always sad to see members go... RIP