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SunInTheShade9

SunInTheShade9

Just want to go home ❤
May 21, 2020
43
I got caught. My roommate came home early.
The gun was in my hand and I panicked.
I regret not pulling the trigger right then and there.
I have no idea why I wasn't sent to a psych ward.
I regret not pulling the trigger, a gun is no longer an option for me.
My mind has been turning all day on other options.
I should have rented a hotel room.
I was so close, and I failed....
 
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Zappfe lover

Zappfe lover

Experienced
Jun 24, 2020
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I got caught. My roommate came home early.
The gun was in my hand and I panicked.
I regret not pulling the trigger right then and there.
I have no idea why I wasn't sent to a psych ward.
I regret not pulling the trigger, a gun is no longer an option for me.
My mind has been turning all day on other options.
I should have rented a hotel room.
I was so close, and I failed....
Goddamnit... getting caught is my biggest fear. Must be extremely frustrating.

Hope that you can find a way to turn things around.
 
SunInTheShade9

SunInTheShade9

Just want to go home ❤
May 21, 2020
43
where did you get a gun?
Family friend.
Goddamnit... getting caught is my biggest fear. Must be extremely frustrating.

Hope that you can find a way to turn things around.
Failing has always been my biggest fear. I feel like an idiot, I was so close.
Thank you! I'm working on it.
 
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lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
I wish you the best! <3
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,601
I truly wish you all the peace that you are seeking. Blessed journey.
 

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