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bloomingdark

bloomingdark

Alex
Jan 24, 2019
170
Hey, guys, most of you don't know me, i think some of you do.


I'm running out of words and i think I've been dead alive more than I should.


I'm trying to pace the fear and the sadness that i have inside me, my mind won't work anymore so I'm running out of time.


I wish I could say all i want , even if is just in this forum.



I pray SI won't appear.



Hope each and every one of you finds peace and comfort in the way you want to.


Lots of love


Alex
 
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Jumping_realms

Jumping_realms

★☆★ ☠️★☆★
Jul 4, 2021
483
I'm sorry.

I wish you peace in any decision you make. ❤️
 
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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
Whatever you decide, I wish you peace my friend.
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
917
I'm sorry that life brought you to this. If your mind let's you speak, for a brief moment, know that you can say everything you want here. We will listen.

Remember that you don't need to proceed with it if you're not sure, alright? Death is not going anywhere.
But if you choose to go, I wish you peace. May all your pain leaves you as soon you reach for the sky, leaving this world behind.
 
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Versailles

Versailles

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
1,642
Me dejaras un inmenso vacío, fuistes la unica amiga que he logrado hacer desde que tuve que abandonar mi pais

Gracias por todo
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
If this is your final decision, I wish you peace and zero SI :hug:
 
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WaterHemlock

WaterHemlock

Student
Dec 18, 2019
112
I'm sorry you're hurting. I wish you peace and a good journey.
 
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sorrydiceroll

sorrydiceroll

Quiet and Falling
Nov 12, 2020
16
Take care out there. I'm sorry this life wasn't kind to you. Let's hope SI doesn't rear its ugly head.
 
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gus.nixon

gus.nixon

and now we rise and we are everywhere
Apr 19, 2020
308
You gave me the will to continue living. I'm going to do everything I can to make you proud of me. Please Alexa, continue to be my guardian angel in your next life. I will never ever not even for a minute forget the gifts you gave me. I feel honored and humbled to have been a part of your life. You will find your peace and you will rest easy, this I can tell you without any doubt. :heart:

My last gift for you
 
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pure soul

Student
Jul 17, 2021
131
I hope u find peace. What's Ur method??
 
insanedoomer

insanedoomer

Zé"HaZarD
Jan 10, 2021
244
hope y'll find peace .
 
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Phosphophyllite

Phosphophyllite

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Aug 8, 2021
39
I've seen some of your posts here. I'm sorry it has to be this way. May you have a safe journey and find the peace you deserve.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,578
Sorry that I missed you. I hope you have found peace. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,780
I hope you find the peace that you are looking for. You deserved better than what this life gave you, I'm sorry you suffered so much.
 
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bloomingdark

bloomingdark

Alex
Jan 24, 2019
170
Hey guys, I'm still here sadly, tried partial a few time but SI was too strong , my head pounded like crazy for a few hours.



I don't know if taking some kind of drug to put me a little bit more comfortable while trying ...
 
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S like Siren

S like Siren

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,583
Hey guys, I'm still here sadly, tried partial a few time but SI was too strong , my head pounded like crazy for a few hours.



I don't know if taking some kind of drug to put me a little bit more comfortable while trying ...
I'm so sorry for all your pain...but i'm glad you are alive and still with us
 
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Hoveyed....<3

Hoveyed....<3

Member
Aug 21, 2020
11
Hey, guys, most of you don't know me, i think some of you do.


I'm running out of words and i think I've been dead alive more than I should.


I'm trying to pace the fear and the sadness that i have inside me, my mind won't work anymore so I'm running out of time.


I wish I could say all i want , even if is just in this forum.



I pray SI won't appear.



Hope each and every one of you finds peace and comfort in the way you want to.


Lots of love


Alex
Hello :)

I've never met you before but it's nice to meet you now.
I wish you a safe and painless journey!

Farwell, Sayonara.


P.s i love your profile picture, Nana rocks.
Hello :)

I've never met you before but it's nice to meet you now.
I wish you a safe and painless journey!

Farwell, Sayonara.


P.s i love your profile picture, Nana rocks.
P.p.s I just saw your other reply and I'm so sorry it didn't go well. Next time for sure.
 
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