Venting Tonight, after many weeks, I go to bed hoping I'll die in my sleep

[Charmolypi]

The person who supposedly loves doesn't act like it and the loneliness hurts so much.

Wish me good night, I guess.

 

[WornOutLife]

Which method will you use?

I hope you can find peace.

Hugs and love and I'm sorry you wanna leave this world.

 

[Charmolypi]

Which method will you use?

I hope you can find peace.

Hugs and love and I'm sorry you wanna leave this world.

Oh no, I am not ready for that and I hadn't have real suicidal thoughts in a while. I was getting better but it seems like I'm relapsing again.

I was just expressing my hope I could die in my sleep without having to deal with ctb myself.

 

[WornOutLife]

Oh no, I am not ready for that and I hadn't have real suicidal thoughts in a while. I was getting better but it seems like I'm relapsing again.

I was just expressing my hope I could die in my sleep without having to deal with ctb myself.

I can relate to this so much! I also wish I wouldn't wake up tomorrow but unfortunately, I keep on doing it!