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onlyforever1

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Oct 27, 2024
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tomorrow I'm going to go to Walmart and buy a 12 gauge shotgun. I want to stop hurting people.

I want to. I want to so bad. But I know my mom will find me and I don't want to do that to her.
 
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Nov 22, 2024
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I hope you find the peace you're looking for. Remember that it's okay to change your mind. Wishing you all the best
 
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onlyforever1

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I hope you find the peace you're looking for. Remember that it's okay to change your mind. Wishing you all the best

I realized I can't shoot myself because my mom will almost certainly be the one to find me as she has the spare key to my apartment. I just want to stop hurting people.
 
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tomorrow I'm going to go to Walmart and buy a 12 gauge shotgun. I want to stop hurting people.

I want to. I want to so bad. But I know my mom will find me and I don't want to do that to her.
That was my reasoning years ago and in hindsight I wish I had taken the chance back then.
 

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