Hey Freedom Believer. I'm sorry that you're suffering. I say this to people on the forum often now,and I mean it every time.
I do have to ask,are you positive you want to do this? I'm just asking that you consider deeply(I assume you already have) and ensure you truly want this and that it's not something you've started thinking in the last month or so. Once done there is no going back. I don't know if or if not there's an afterlife,but it's certainly something to take into consideration. In the case there's nothing,are you truly ready to die and cease to exist? I know existence would seem pointless anyways,but I guess that's up for debate for each individual.
Have you tried any medicines or therapist
I'm not trying to annoy you so sorry if I am. Im simply trying to be there for you. Some people rush into suicide within a month of feeling it. Others have thought long and hard for years on it. I just hope you've truly considered all variables. I know this website isn't to talk people out of suicide. I believe suicide is a right. So I'm not trying to bug you.
If you need to talk,just message me. I don't mind talking if you need. It's honestly no problem at all.
(Off topic:Btw walking dead rules! Do you like that show a lot? Have you watched all of the seasons?)
Regardless of your choice,which it seems you've already made, I hope you find peace. I truly do. I'm so sorry for all you've suffered.