Tomorrow is the day

[solacely]

I didn't think I would be catching the bus this soon but I have no choice but to do it tomorrow. Was originally planning for today but talked myself out of it and told myself next week instead. But a situation came up that's happening on Friday which could cause me to lose access to the rifle that I'm planning on using. So it could easily turn out to be a now or never sort of deal and I'm just not taking that chance. I'd rather not have to go with another method. I'm so fucking terrified but it just has to be done at this point. I've been procrastinating for so damn long and making excuse after excuse so it might even be better that I don't really have much of an option now.

I also wanted to say that I'm so fucking thankful for this site and everything it has done for me. I've received so much helpful information on here and this was the only place that I could find other people just like me and not feel so alone.

I'll post on this thread one last time tomorrow morning before I go. Thank you everyone <3

 

[DeathBecomesMe]

Sorry to hear that you have to rush your ctb. Try to relax and enjoy your last day.

And make sure you are aiming in the right place if you go through with it. Peace..

 

[MachineGunDani]

I don't know u or ur story but I'm sorry ur feeling so bad . If u need someone to talk to I'm here!

 

[Ben]

I didn't think I would be catching the bus this soon but I have no choice but to do it tomorrow. Was originally planning for today but talked myself out of it and told myself next week instead. But a situation came up that's happening on Friday which could cause me to lose access to the rifle that I'm planning on using. So it could easily turn out to be a now or never sort of deal and I'm just not taking that chance. I'd rather not have to go with another method. I'm so fucking terrified but it just has to be done at this point. I've been procrastinating for so damn long and making excuse after excuse so it might even be better that I don't really have much of an option now.

I also wanted to say that I'm so fucking thankful for this site and everything it has done for me. I've received so much helpful information on here and this was the only place that I could find other people just like me and not feel so alone.

I'll post on this thread one last time tomorrow morning before I go. Thank you everyone <3

I understand how uncomfortable the tightening grip of time can be on your journey to KTB. The days go by very fast when you have a deadline.

I wish you peace friend

 

[PatKat]

I didn't think I would be catching the bus this soon but I have no choice but to do it tomorrow. Was originally planning for today but talked myself out of it and told myself next week instead. But a situation came up that's happening on Friday which could cause me to lose access to the rifle that I'm planning on using. So it could easily turn out to be a now or never sort of deal and I'm just not taking that chance. I'd rather not have to go with another method. I'm so fucking terrified but it just has to be done at this point. I've been procrastinating for so damn long and making excuse after excuse so it might even be better that I don't really have much of an option now.

I also wanted to say that I'm so fucking thankful for this site and everything it has done for me. I've received so much helpful information on here and this was the only place that I could find other people just like me and not feel so alone.

I'll post on this thread one last time tomorrow morning before I go. Thank you everyone <3

What caliber rifle?

 

[solacely]

What caliber rifle?

.300 win mag

 

[PatKat]

.300 win mag

Well that is a brutal method... :( good luck in whatever you decide.

 

[solacely]

It's time. Leaving now. If you don't see me post again within a few hours it means I've succeeded. Goodbye.

 

[Miss clefable]

Hugs bye

 

[Anyara]

Good luck. I hope you find whatever you are looking for my friend

 

[Made4TV]

Best of luck whatever you do.

 

[DeathBecomesMe]

Yea solacely, good luck either way, you are clearly looking for solace! I'm sorry I missed the chance to say goodbye earlier.

 

[throwaway123]

Another one bites the dust...

 

[Nightmare]

cruel life we never asked to live.
glad you'll be able to end it, it will be good when we die its just our biology making us believe something else it can be a motivation for you to explore what's after it even though as i say that i freak out but it remains true T_T

 

[Midnight]

Hope you have the peace you longed for now.

 

[Lara Francis]

Goodnight, safe travels.
Hope you find the peace you desire.

 

[Lunar]

Goodbye. I wish you luck and peace.

 

[Circles]

Damn man I wish I could've helped. Sleep softly.