Method I have decided to CTB on November 30th, where's the most fatal place to stab myself.

[VentureOverwatch]

I have decided to finally CTB on November 30th, which is significant because it's the one year anniversary of my friend catching the bus. Everything has been shit since she did it, and I have seen how it has destroyed my brain, and I thought I had a support structure, but that has all blown up in my face. I live with my friends that I met on the internet 13 years ago, and I have never felt more alone in my life, and now two of them are moving out in the next two months, and the other (who is my favorite person by far) the relationship is probably done, it's just so much fucking hurt. I have tried to fix things and have conversations, but I just keep getting blown off as usual. So I am just fucking done. They really didn't support me much when I lost one of my other best friends, and have said they don't take my emotions seriously, so I honestly doubt my death will impact them much, considering most of them are leaving anyway. I am just their annoying little brother they have to take care of.

Anyway, to the point, I have always imagined stabbing myself to death, so where's the most fatal spot I can stab myself so I can guaranteed not be saved?

 

[kingfool316]

There are less painful and quicker ways to ctb