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IHateTheBeach

IHateTheBeach

I love music
Jul 18, 2025
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I am going to ctb tomorrow by hanging.
 
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logen9inefingers

logen9inefingers

body found floating by the docks
Jan 13, 2025
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I am going to ctb tomorrow by hanging.
can i ask how do you feel? my ctb date is still months away and i would like to know how one feels when the date is close.
hope you finally find the peace you're looking for.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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hope you find relief from suffering đź«‚:heart:
 
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matt.7890

matt.7890

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Jul 28, 2025
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can i ask how do you feel? my ctb date is still months away and i would like to know how one feels when the date is close.
hope you finally find the peace you're looking for.
mine ctb is also at least a few months away unfortunately.. Is there any particular way that you are trying to prepare yourself? how do you feel about it? fingers crossed :hug:
 

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