The Tablet
drawing myself to death ❀
- Jul 8, 2021
- 45
i ordered a case of wine, and it'll arrive tomorrow morning. i'm gonna drink it with seroquel, which should hopefully do the trick, if google is to be trusted.
i'm tired of being overlooked, of being reminded that i don't really matter to anyone asides from when it's convenient. the only times i feel somewhat okay are when i'm asleep. i hate being tricked into thinking there's hope, only to discover that everyone's the fucking same.
asides from that, i'll keep you updated. hopefully i can down enough wine before my mom wakes up...
a tout le monde, a tout mes amis,
je vous aimes, je dois partir
these are the last words
i'll ever speak
and they'll set me free...
i'm tired of being overlooked, of being reminded that i don't really matter to anyone asides from when it's convenient. the only times i feel somewhat okay are when i'm asleep. i hate being tricked into thinking there's hope, only to discover that everyone's the fucking same.
of course, i'm not the kind of person to go out quietly, so... if you're bored, or otherwise inclined, feel free to send your regards to @/dogsong on discord. since he won't pay attention otherwise... no pressure, of course ;)
asides from that, i'll keep you updated. hopefully i can down enough wine before my mom wakes up...
a tout le monde, a tout mes amis,
je vous aimes, je dois partir
these are the last words
i'll ever speak
and they'll set me free...