Venting Tomorrow is the Day I end it

[SacredM]

I am currently at my lowest point in my life. I am 23 years old and I am seriously just so tired of everything. I don't have any enjoyment in life and I have nothing going for myself. I had lost my grandmother this year and then I got really depressed and my girlfriend who is the most perfect person broke up with me. They both meant everything to me and now I feel like I don't have anyone left in my life who I care about. I have plenty of friends who care and love me, and I know my parents care so much about me. But I just don't think things will get better for me, I am always so depressed and never happy. I have always had suicidal thoughts here and there but now it is an everyday thing. Tomorrow I am going to get really drunk and do a partial hanging in my room in my closet. I have 2 roommates and I feel bad commiting suicide in the apartment but I don't know where else to go. If anyone has any advice or anything please let me know. Thank you in advance.

 

[razahcareca27]

23, day after tomorrow is mine. renting a hotel room, Airbnb, idk, maybe could be better than your apartment? wish it goes smooth, be well

 

[Evelyn Lane]

Best of luck. Hope it goes well.

 

[ThatGuyOverThere]

Good luck! Hope You find some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this cruel existence. But anyway I wish you all the best.