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PooksPerishes
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- Jun 2, 2019
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All jokes aside, despite my numerous failed attempts, this is only the second time I'm documenting my attempt in order to aid those wishing to use this method in the future. I'll be attempting using baking soda and vinegar to produce a high concentration of carbon dioxide gas which, if all goes as planned, will render me unconscious within seconds and prove lethal in minutes. In order to produce the desired quantity of gas, I have calculated the required amount of each ingredient needed to fill a 15 gallon garbage bag, giving me 2 gallons excess. According to my work, I will need 3 cups of baking soda and 4 cups of vinegar. I plan on allowing to reaction to occur within the bag until it is filled and then inhaling the gas inside of the bag and holding my breath until it is secured. If you attempt this method, keep in mind the carbon dioxide is about 1.5x heavier than typical air and thus will tend to settle at the lowest available point in the room.
Hopefully I'll be successful and add to the growing list of suicides committed by well-off, successful, young scholars. I'd love to expose the abundance and severity of mental health issues often masked by top universities and greek organizations. Hopefully my passing will result in an allowance for others in boats similar to mine to inquire for mental health assistance. It almost pains me to think about what phenomenal things I could have accomplished in my life had I never fallen down this rabbit hole. Had I lasted another year, I could have added to the list of suicides committed by veterinary students and professionals. I've grown tired of going through the many swings associated with bipolar depression. Hopefully, this will be my final attempt. If not successful, I start my 4th year of college Tuesday. What a homecoming indeed.
* Note to the Admins, I will self-ban/remove my account prior to my attempt so no need to jump on that train. :)
Hopefully I'll be successful and add to the growing list of suicides committed by well-off, successful, young scholars. I'd love to expose the abundance and severity of mental health issues often masked by top universities and greek organizations. Hopefully my passing will result in an allowance for others in boats similar to mine to inquire for mental health assistance. It almost pains me to think about what phenomenal things I could have accomplished in my life had I never fallen down this rabbit hole. Had I lasted another year, I could have added to the list of suicides committed by veterinary students and professionals. I've grown tired of going through the many swings associated with bipolar depression. Hopefully, this will be my final attempt. If not successful, I start my 4th year of college Tuesday. What a homecoming indeed.
* Note to the Admins, I will self-ban/remove my account prior to my attempt so no need to jump on that train. :)