Today is the day

[ExistenceIsCruel]

I think today is the final day, although its weird, its far from premeditated, im kind of an impuslive person though, no surprise at all, anyways, i plan on CTB by "throwing" myself below the train at night or in a few hours, the idea came to my mind yesterday and today just went like a normal day in my life, i dont know if i should wait and make a list of things to do before going or just go, itll depend on how im feeling i think

 

[F@#$]

Think it through.

 

[DefinitelyReady]

Wait.

 

[Sheisme]

Youre not 100%. Wait.
Its not a 'ill see how I feel nearer the time.' That means theres doubt. Find out why.

 

[Changedmymind]

I saw a man's post where he said that he'd gone to the train tracks to finish it. No trains were coming and he got bored laying on the tracks so he started masturbating. When he "finished", he got up and walked home and is doing better now.