Venting Today I tried CTB

[Judah]

I have been becoming unstable, and I can hardly cope, I got drunk and tried the tourniquet method (I am unable to hang myself), lost consciousness and woke up with a terrible headache

 

[Chiisai]

I have been becoming unstable, and I can hardly cope, I got drunk and tried the tourniquet method (I am unable to hang myself), lost consciousness and woke up with a terrible headache

Sorry to hear about that. May I ask how it fail you? Did it come loose?

 

[Apricity]

I'm assuming it came loose or it wasn't right enough to begin with?

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering so much. I can imagine a failed attempt must be awful to go through. I wish you well.

 

[fruit-loops]

I'm so sorry things are falling down so fast for you. I hope you will be better and, if you have to, to do it in a more conscious state.. before this intent, do you had a different method in mind?

 

[Judah]

I'm sorry you are suffering so much. I can imagine a failed attempt must be awful to go through. I wish you well.

I'm so sorry things are falling down so fast for you. I hope you will be better and, if you have to, to do it in a more conscious state.. before this intent, do you had a different method in mind?

The truth is I feel bad, but the reason is not because of the fact that I failed, on the one hand I knew that maybe I would fail because it was very likely that I would do something wrong due to my drunken state, but still I'm taking it the best possible way

Thank you for your words!