nezu.061
built for blame, laced with shame
- Jul 16, 2023
- 21
just a short little entry today. i got into an argument with M (from my last post) (abuser, bad person) and he sent his friend to send me gore because i stopped being friends with him. lovely.
second most awesome thing that happened today was my mother yelling at me and the rest of my siblings because none of us noticed the burning smell. this was kind of my fault, i thought the burning smell was normal. (i don't ever burn things, i don't know what it smells like.) (i was also upstairs, so i couldn't see any smoke from the kitchen downstairs.) my younger siblings are far too young to know what burning even smells like or what to watch out for. our mother is mad at us for not telling her that something was burning when she was doing garden work outside (while she was cooking). she said we're lucky she's not our father because she said she would hit us if she was.
i feel like shit today, and i just wish that none of this ever happened.
second most awesome thing that happened today was my mother yelling at me and the rest of my siblings because none of us noticed the burning smell. this was kind of my fault, i thought the burning smell was normal. (i don't ever burn things, i don't know what it smells like.) (i was also upstairs, so i couldn't see any smoke from the kitchen downstairs.) my younger siblings are far too young to know what burning even smells like or what to watch out for. our mother is mad at us for not telling her that something was burning when she was doing garden work outside (while she was cooking). she said we're lucky she's not our father because she said she would hit us if she was.
i feel like shit today, and i just wish that none of this ever happened.
