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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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WIth neurotypical I mean people with normal lives. Not daily suicidal ideation and not being tortured by their mental state.
I can relate a lot to Eminem. His songs gave me hope in the past. Cynically I just turned manic when they gave me too much energy. I just wish I could be like Eminem. He also was abused by his mom. He also was bullied in school. And now he is showing the world that he is the one with the last laugh. I am quite the opposite. Both the abuse and the bullying destroyed me. I am a mental wreck. I am a totally broken person. He got energy from his past experiences. My brain instead turned into the self-destruction mode. I once thought I would be on the road of recovery. But I had no idea that in reality I just was manic to that time. This shit is so cynical.
I like for example "Cleaning out my closet"
"See, what hurts me the most is you won't admit you was wrong
Bitch, do your song
Keep tellin' yourself that you was a mom (I love that part!)
But how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get?
You selfish bitch
I hope you fuckin' burn in hell for this shit
Remember when Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me?
Well, guess what?
I am dead, dead to you as can be!"
I can relate a lot to Eminem. His songs gave me hope in the past. Cynically I just turned manic when they gave me too much energy. I just wish I could be like Eminem. He also was abused by his mom. He also was bullied in school. And now he is showing the world that he is the one with the last laugh. I am quite the opposite. Both the abuse and the bullying destroyed me. I am a mental wreck. I am a totally broken person. He got energy from his past experiences. My brain instead turned into the self-destruction mode. I once thought I would be on the road of recovery. But I had no idea that in reality I just was manic to that time. This shit is so cynical.
I like for example "Cleaning out my closet"
"See, what hurts me the most is you won't admit you was wrong
Bitch, do your song
Keep tellin' yourself that you was a mom (I love that part!)
But how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get?
You selfish bitch
I hope you fuckin' burn in hell for this shit
Remember when Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me?
Well, guess what?
I am dead, dead to you as can be!"
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