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Kestrel

Kestrel

Flying away
May 30, 2022
32
Wouldn't that be great?
There are a few things in life I enjoy, but I feel unable to enjoy them because of the fact I have to drag this body around with me. It feels like a tether to my soul. It holds memories and I can physically feel its repulsive uglyness in every movement I make. I feel vile to the core in so many ways, I just want relief from this body and if that means death so be it.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,206
Yeah, well, if there is another realm that is say a Utopia compared to this hell then bring it on. I am open to that or nothingness. Anything is better than being trapped in a walking meat suit lol The reincarnation thing is the scariest concept to me.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
Wouldn't that be great?
There are a few things in life I enjoy, but I feel unable to enjoy them because of the fact I have to drag this body around with me. It feels like a tether to my soul. It holds memories and I can physically feel its repulsive uglyness in every movement I make. I feel vile to the core in so many ways, I just want relief from this body and if that means death so be it.
That's exactly what happens in most near death experiences- I personally think that this is what will happen. I just wish my life had turned out better before this would happen, because there is so much that is positive that you can and should experience in this world so that you can have a full life. But not everyone gets a full life.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,206
That's eactly what happens in most near death experiences- I personally think that this is what will happen. I just wish my life had turned out better before this would happen, because there is so much that is positive that you can and should experience in this world so that you can have a full life. But not everyone gets a full life.
Yeah, sadly not everybody does get to live the life they would have wished. I am one of them. The hardest part is letting go and detaching ourselves from our worldliness. Saying that everything is temporary. Thank God for that.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
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I feel exactly how you do, and if i could trade with you, i would.

I am very sorry you're going through this :(
 
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Angi

Specialist
Jan 4, 2022
305
Getting rid of my body sounds very appealing! We have a really bad relationship as things are. I have a couple of burns right now, which were probably accidental, but I did like to burn at least part of it away.

A tether to the soul - a beautiful way to phrase this problem!
 
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Passersby

Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
1,644
I guess it would be nice to exist in a perfect euphoric state of mind without the body to drag us down. Yes. This would be especially true if you are tormented by your body. I wonder if this would get old though and boring? Since we are stuck in this reality there is no way for us and or our minds to comprehend this but we can try and think about it. I surely do.
 
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freedompass

freedompass

Warlock
Jan 27, 2021
769
Aetheric bodies are a thing. Always young, beautiful, luminous, like a hologram without any of the grossness of walking around partly immersed in our own shit. My body has most definitely become an instrument of torture to a greater or lesser degree. The odds are it can only get worse as I age so yeah.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,008
I just do not want to exist at all, existence is completely pointless and unnecessary, and to me simply being conscious can be painful. Our bodies can torture us in many ways and to me, it is horrifying being trapped in a human body. I prefer the sound of non existence over absolutely everything, nothing could ever make me want to live and if I was gone, nothing could hurt me. It is sad how so much suffering exists in this world and everyday I wish to be free from it all.
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
You'd miss out on some good things though. What about food? What about playing football?
 
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Musketeer

Student
Jan 24, 2020
188
the spirit does exist as a form of energy after death
you can also create a physical like experience in the spirit world
some will also choose to reincarnate based on certain parameters
I already have my next life picked out, the shit i went through in this life has left me broken, crippled, and in pain. I would like to start over again with different circumstances. I love life, i just hate this life.
 
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