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RickSanchez2022
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- Aug 28, 2022
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My life is shit. I had a drug induced psychotic episode where I lost my business. Lost the love of my life. I feel pathetic. I've been deeply depressed for months. I was hospitalized in mental institutions twice. I'm so afraid of failing but also don't have any motivation to recover. I don't enjoy anything. I can't even enjoy music because every other song either reminds me of my psychotic episode or my ex. I just keep obsessing with how I want my old life back.
I wish I could tell my friends I'm thinking about ctb. Say goodbye to everyone. Enjoy the last days of my life without anyone trying to stop me.
I wish I could tell my friends I'm thinking about ctb. Say goodbye to everyone. Enjoy the last days of my life without anyone trying to stop me.