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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
Well I've been doing TMS to see if it will help with my depression and so far nothing. I'm still leaning towards ctbing. I'm just not sure when yet. I guess there is never a "right time" to die. I have my sn still ready to go. Hopefully it works because once I drink it there can't be any turning back.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,042
I'm sorry that you are going through this. I can imagine that it must be such a hopeless feeling for you to try and help your depression and for it not to work. It seems as though in this life it is impossible to escape from suffering and I know that it is hard to carry on when you are so tired of everything. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,447
I believe there's right time for me to CTB, that's my time of choosing when I feel ready and convenient with my plan.
Btw do you mind if I send you pm?
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I believe there's right time for me to CTB, that's my time of choosing when I feel ready and convenient with my plan.
Btw do you mind if I send you pm?
Sure, don't mind at all.
 
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Liferunner

Liferunner

Waiting to exit...
May 1, 2022
19
I am right there with you. I wish I had somebody with me, preferably a ctb partner but I don't think it would work since it would just be weird. This world is horrible and I can't stand it any more
 
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