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Dec 29, 2020
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I t has been 3 days since i last slept. I am doing this on purpose because i deserve this. if I want to, then I will have to wait two more nights before i can go to sleep without the dread or worry about attending to something or maybe just the desire to torture myself. I am breaking, and I refuse to do anything about it, I want to escape.
 
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WornOutLife

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It seems I also refuse to do anything to improve things. I'm just working because I need the money but dunno how long I'll endure this.
Sleeping is my only escape. Fortunately, my new pills (quetiapine 25mg) are working and I've been sleeping like a dog. You should try them!

Wish u the best!
 
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