Venting Tired of living whit a schizophrenia like disorders.

[Dödsorsaken]

I'm to tired and broken to function in day to day life I'm not getting better.. I think I'm to sick to have a dignified life in this world. I don't wanna be in pain anymore but I'm physically healthy so I won't die naturally any time soon.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are in so much pain. I know it can be dreadful when there is no hope for things to get better. Life can be so cruel and unfair. I wish you the best.

 

[whatevs]

Yeah, that´s one of these cerebral diseases that really disable and torment people, isn´t it? What symptoms do you suffer from?

 

[Dödsorsaken]

I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are in so much pain. I know it can be dreadful when there is no hope for things to get better. Life can be so cruel and unfair. I wish you the best.

Thank you kind strange, I'm at a really low point.

Yeah, that´s one of these cerebral diseases that really disable and torment people, isn´t it? What symptoms do you suffer from?

Mostly negative symptoms (the things that are taken away like energy and social skills etc.) While positive symptoms are add ones like hallucinationer and paranoia) I had a normally life before like Job education gf my one apartment. Now I'm homeless and live at a shelter and can work maximum 15 hours a week before I could work 50 hours as a technician.

 

[whatevs]

I understand some of your pain, I think I am schizotypal myself.

It sounds like you were doing good before the tragedy, and now life is much worse. It makes sense that you want to end it all... :/

I knew two guys in their 30s and 40s, brothers, that had schizophrenia and their family had them passing time in the streets, smiling to themselves, talking with shop-owners and smoking cigarettes incessantly. I always thought they could be doing something else.

 

[Dödsorsaken]

I understand some of your pain, I think I am schizotypal myself.

It sounds like you were doing good before the tragedy, and now life is much worse. It makes sense that you want to end it all... :/

That's what I'm suffering from. Yeah iguess that's life. I'm preparing for it. Have you tried getting help from a doctor? Not that many medications work on negative symptoms but it might get the social services involved to help.

 

[whatevs]

That's what I'm suffering from. Yeah iguess that's life. I'm preparing for it. Have you tried getting help from a doctor? Not that many medications work on negative symptoms but it might get the social services involved to help.

Oh yeah, I have had my fair share of "help". For me, my schizo side is also tormenting, but not as bad, I'm just a conspiracy theorist and a weirdo, lol.

What makes me suicidal are my severe sleep problems, that are lately even making me unable to heat during winter. Of course, your cognitive abilities, sexuality and physical energy also get trashed.

 

[whywere]

HI! I can fully relate to what you said in your post. You are a very good hearted and kind soul; your post says that loud and clear to me. I have had so many issues through my almost 65 years on this rock, but then I found SS and all the wonderful souls on here to help me day to day to cope and understand.

You are a wonderful loving person that I need to help me through all of this also. It takes all of us working together on SS, helping one another and I send you lots of hugs, the knowledge that you are never ever alone and sunny skies.

You are a great friend to me and I need folks like you!

Walter

 

[whatevs]

HI! I can fully relate to what you said in your post. You are a very good hearted and kind soul; your post says that loud and clear to me. I have had so many issues through my almost 65 years on this rock, but then I found SS and all the wonderful souls on here to help me day to day to cope and understand.

You are a wonderful loving person that I need to help me through all of this also. It takes all of us working together on SS, helping one another and I send you lots of hugs, the knowledge that you are never ever alone and sunny skies.

You are a great friend to me and I need folks like you!

Walter

Deja vù (with me posting this also being part of it).

 

[Dödsorsaken]

Oh yeah, I have had my fair share of "help". For me, my schizo side is also tormenting, but not as bad, I'm just a conspiracy theorist and a weirdo, lol.

What makes me suicidal are my severe sleep problems, that are lately even making me unable to heat during winter. Of course, your cognitive abilities, sexuality and physical energy also get trashed.

I feel you, nothing wrong by being abit werid, but sleep problems can be solved whit some good sleeps meds often narcotics. That's what helped me. Just knockes me out.

 

[meetapple]

That's what I'm suffering from. Yeah iguess that's life. I'm preparing for it. Have you tried getting help from a doctor? Not that many medications work on negative symptoms but it might get the social services involved to help.

Have you tried clozapine?

 

[Dödsorsaken]

Have you tried clozapine?

not yet.

 

[lmon]

Thank you kind strange, I'm at a really low point.

Mostly negative symptoms (the things that are taken away like energy and social skills etc.) While positive symptoms are add ones like hallucinationer and paranoia) I had a normally life before like Job education gf my one apartment. Now I'm homeless and live at a shelter and can work maximum 15 hours a week before I could work 50 hours as a technician.

how bad are your negative symptoms? mine a re so bad I can't ever enjoy music or orgasms