tired of being myself

[1up]

I wish I wasnt me. I probably have eupd and that makes me unstable and abusive apparently but I don't want to be that person.

I'm scared and tired of myself

 

[rosie93]

Me too. Ctb is the only way out for me.

 

[BetweenRadioStations]

I wish I wasnt me. I probably have eupd and that makes me unstable and abusive apparently but I don't want to be that person.

I'm scared and tired of myself

Your vulnerability is appreciated. Thanks for opening up.

 

[PSYCHO_METAL_X]

I wish I wasnt me. I probably have eupd and that makes me unstable and abusive apparently but I don't want to be that person.

I'm scared and tired of myself

Have you been abusive to someone?

 

[1up]

Have you been abusive to someone?

They say I was, but they also said and did things to me that could be termed as 'abusive' and then I subsequently did things.

 

[logan]

Every person is different, unique and there are good and bad qualities in each of us.

But we are not static - you can strengthen the qualities you like and thus develop positively.

And it is important for us what others think about us - but not every opinion is right.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm tired of being myself too. Tired of the same thoughts, the same pointless empty existence. I do not want to be anything, I just want to fall into an eternal sleep. I'm sorry you are suffering.

 

[nottheend]

I know the feeling to well I just fuck up then then get depressed then start feeling like I'm getting somewhere then fuck up worst then before like just an endless cycle of feeling like I'm getting somewhere before inevitably fucking up again I'm sick of it now really don't know where to go from here I mean you can surely only keep trying for so long

 

[1up]

Every person is different, unique and there are good and bad qualities in each of us.

But we are not static - you can strengthen the qualities you like and thus develop positively.

And it is important for us what others think about us - but not every opinion is right.

Society doesn't see people as dynamic though, and they will likely ostracize people.

 

[logan]

Society doesn't see people as dynamic though, and they will likely ostracize people.

But all forms of therapy and psychiatric medications have behavior change as their goal.
But I think I know what you mean.

 

[SleepDealer]

People with BPD have been some of my favorite people. I know saying this won't really help you, but they are quite lovable and not always abusive.
Still... I also wish I wasn't me.

 

[plough22]

I'll join the club. I hate being in this life. I hate my life. I miss the old me as I was a different and more happier person. Anyway must get up out of bed. Sending you all good wishes