Venting Tired of being alone.

[Lycoreco]

Im sick of being alone. I have no friends, a family who don't listen to me, no significant other. I just want to feel loved, and in turn give love. I live such a pathetic solitary lifestyle that it's impossible for anything to change, and that's nobody's fault but my own. It annoys me so much but I can't do anything about it. Don't know how much longer i'll give it before CTB.

 

[suicidepanda]

in retrospect, you will never truly be alone in your feelings. there will always be someone feeling the same exact way that you do, hoping and praying to get out.

maybe one day you'll find your people. i wish you luck with whatever happens

 

[Sockeye Salmon]

I feel exactly the same way

 

[Retroguy]

Im sick of being alone. I have no friends, a family who don't listen to me, no significant other. I just want to feel loved, and in turn give love. I live such a pathetic solitary lifestyle that it's impossible for anything to change, and that's nobody's fault but my own. It annoys me so much but I can't do anything about it. Don't know how much longer i'll give it before CTB.

I am in the exact same position.
I have no gf and friends.
This is the main reason I want to ctb.
Do you have discord?
We can chat there and feel less lonely.

 

[lwlaiet8887]

I recommend you volunteer if possible. If I wasn't planning on CTB I'd be doing that. It's a good way to meet people and fulfil your social needs. If you really want to meet people you have to force yourself into social places. Has always worked for me even as a deplorable loser.

 

[lita-lassi]

managing expectations of loneliness is one of the hardest things there is to grasp :(

 

[hermestrimegistus]

I feel the same way. I remember the days when I had a best friend and we could do the simplest things together and have a fucking blast. Unfortunately I sort of repressed some very abusive events that occurred between us when I was very young and a few years ago they suffered a mental break so it's not like they have a chance to make amends. I didnt mean to make this about me. But the point is, sometimes its better to be lonely. Because when you have something and then its taken away its infinitely worse than never having it in the first place. It might just be better and you could be avoiding serious heartache. I know it sounds dumb but you can become friends with a part of yourself that you don't share with other people. And no one can take that away from you

 

[Lycoreco]

I feel the same way. I remember the days when I had a best friend and we could do the simplest things together and have a fucking blast. Unfortunately I sort of repressed some very abusive events that occurred between us when I was very young and a few years ago they suffered a mental break so it's not like they have a chance to make amends. I didnt mean to make this about me. But the point is, sometimes its better to be lonely. Because when you have something and then its taken away its infinitely worse than never having it in the first place. It might just be better and you could be avoiding serious heartache. I know it sounds dumb but you can become friends with a part of yourself that you don't share with other people. And no one can take that away from you

I know exactly what that's like. I once had nice things too. Thats why it hurts tenfold when they're gone and all you have are memories to lament on.

I am in the exact same position.
I have no gf and friends.
This is the main reason I want to ctb.
Do you have discord?
We can chat there and feel less lonely.

It's been a minute since I've used discord but i really don't mind.

 

[F&Inside]

Hello.

To change that situation you must actively search until you find someone similar to you, who connects with you and makes you feel comfortable.
Forget those who are not reciprocal and focus on those who are.
Good luck.

 

[Retroguy]

I know exactly what that's like. I once had nice things too. Thats why it hurts tenfold when they're gone and all you have are memories to lament on.

It's been a minute since I've used discord but i really don't mind.

Feel free to add me there abd we can chat