Help Tired and ready to go. But my date is fixed next year.

[3/4Dead]

I haven't been as active in the community here as I'd like to, sorry about that. Been doing really bad lately, and I'm trying my best to convince myself it's the seasons changing fucking with my mood, and that I just need to stick to my original plan. My date is set for my birthday in september (I don't think that's too revealing - common birth month lol), and I'm really struggling to make it that far, honestly. I don't know what to do, and I really don't want to shift the date.

Anehdonia is whooping my ass and absoloutely nothing is making me feel better. I'm keeping busy but with the depression I'm so exhausted I can hardly do that much. I don't know, maybe this isn't the best subsection for this but if anyone has any tips for how to get through the next year or so I'd appreciate it.

 

[drowinginsorrowww]

I have a similar issue, similar time-frame. I just got VR which is pretty damn cool, they just went cheap (like 200) on ebay coz the quest 3 has come out. I'm struggling to hold on and have nothing to do so I'm just so bloody restless. I'm constantly buying new things and trying new things like painting my nails or drawing, sometimes you just have to survive for a certain amount of time and it brings me relief.