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yuki loves music

yuki loves music

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Mar 31, 2023
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everything i could use is locked away like medicine and knives and shit because i went to the mental hospital but literally everyone ik hates me but one person. please i need to know how to kill myself i have two small blades because my family didnt find them and my preferred method (starvation) will take to long. please i need to know what to do
 
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NoLoveNoHope

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Mar 25, 2023
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Everything I can recommend I can't in your situation since it either requires large knives or other resources you can't get.

Honestly if you are really really desperate you can try and cut your carotid artery although I would not recommend it.

If you still have access to rope or belts I could recommend partial hanging, not a peaceful method though.

I'll link it here. I wouldn't recommend killing yourself as you seem to be in panic, all I'm asking is that you carefully think over your decision as it is permanent. It shouldn't be taken lightly. I wish you all the best.
 
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yuki loves music

yuki loves music

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Mar 31, 2023
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Everything I can recommend I can't in your situation since it either requires large knives or other resources you can't get.

Honestly if you are really really desperate you can try and cut your carotid artery although I would not recommend it.

If you still have access to rope or belts I could recommend partial hanging, not a peaceful method though.

I'll link it here. I wouldn't recommend killing yourself as you seem to be in panic, all I'm asking is that you carefully think over your decision as it is permanent. It shouldn't be taken lightly. I wish you all the best.
ive thought it over ive tried 10 times before and wasnt successful but i want to be successful this time thanks for the help🫶
 
Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
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First, I think should work yourself out of that place. Once you're outside, then you can try to find more peaceful and reliable methods.

I really don't know which situation you are in, it could be vary but most what I know is that the place is hellish trap, a prison without court. The only crime is being made is that they legally scam you in until they think you're not in danger but that's pure subjective.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Sadly suicide isn't that easy. Cutting and overdosing aren't recommended for a reliable suicide anyway, the cutting method has a less than 2% success rate. As humans we deserve the option to just be able to die in peace without struggle, it's cruel how we are denied this and how in this hellish world suicide is so difficult. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you search for, of course there is no real relief from suffering to be found in this world.
 
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Jan 24, 2023
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Unfortunately the most reasonable approach if you actually want to die, not to take another desperate attempt would be to pretend that you are "getting better", get discharged and then chose some reliable method. Attempting in the ward gets you into trouble, makes them hold you for longer time, and there's some risk of permanent damage in some methods but the chances of dying is lower than normal, because it's a freaking hospital. Reasonable approach is to be as compliant as possible, get discharged and GTFO of there, and then either get help or make final decisions.
 
yuki loves music

yuki loves music

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Mar 31, 2023
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Unfortunately the most reasonable approach if you actually want to die, not to take another desperate attempt would be to pretend that you are "getting better", get discharged and then chose some reliable method. Attempting in the ward gets you into trouble, makes them hold you for longer time, and there's some risk of permanent damage in some methods but the chances of dying is lower than normal, because it's a freaking hospital. Reasonable approach is to be as compliant as possible, get discharged and GTFO of there, and then either get help or make final decisions.
i got out a few weeks ago dw my parents locked everything away since then tho and i cant find a way to i finally found the code to the knives tho which is nice
 

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