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Yogih212

Member
Feb 3, 2026
69
Hey guys, I am nearing my possible CTB date, just waiting for Meto and Propra, I need to find a good location to take my SN. I don't want to take it at home and traumatize my family or be found by them, but the hotels near me have not so good sound isolation and that worries me if I were to take SN and get sort of loud. I don't really want to risk taking it outside and being found in the middle of it, but it's an option, if I say go to the beach and just camp out into the middle of night or in some forest. But I can't take unneccessary risks and have to be succesful. Thanks.
 
Gomomon

Gomomon

The Mentally Loud Overthinker
Feb 24, 2026
44
Do you have a car? maybe somewhere desolate and serene, farther from people. Though I'm not sure how noisy SN can be, I dont really know to much about it. I would want to be in the best nature possible though personally.
 
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Yogih212

Member
Feb 3, 2026
69
Thank you for the suggestion, I'll think about it for now :)
Do you have a car? maybe somewhere desolate and serene, farther from people. Though I'm not sure how noisy SN can be, I dont really know to much about it. I would want to be in the best nature possible though personally.
 
justtiredtiredtired

justtiredtiredtired

Member
Nov 3, 2024
5
This is a similar concern for me as well :/ I suffer from contamination ocd and a hotel room would be one of the most distressing locations out there, but I also live at home and really want to avoid having my family find my body. I have thought about taking a trip further up north (yukon) to ctb but the logisitcs of travelling with SN, finding a suitable location and finances have left me feeling a bit stuck.
 
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