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Sue

Sue

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Aug 15, 2021
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I'm exhausted. And I can't go on any longer. The N will take too long to arrive. I've not eaten since last Sunday.

I don't have the test strips for the SN yet. It's taking forever. The SN was in a pill tube. Like those pill bottles you just flip the cap.

If not 99 pure, can the blood test still be accurate if I extract my blood and it turns brown?

My tummy is empty.. But I also tend to suffer acidity. What if the SN turns to salt in my tummy?

I live alone. If I become brain dead, would I feel pain? My body won't be found in over 30 days.

Is it better to try Stan's guide, or PPH.

Please pray I don't suffer. Please pray I finally leave.
 
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juraviel

PL
Aug 11, 2021
414
sn isn't some street drug that needs testing. you should be able to buy it from a reputable chemical manufacturer.

i dont believe sn causes cerebral death (or rather is not how it causes death).

what differences are there between stan's guide and pph's you're unsure about. propranolol is the only difference as far as i can tell
 
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Sue

Sue

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Aug 15, 2021
45
sn isn't some street drug that needs testing. you should be able to buy it from a reputable chemical manufacturer.

i dont believe sn causes cerebral death (or rather is not how it causes death).

what differences are there between stan's guide and pph's you're unsure about. propranolol is the only difference as far as i can tell
Thank you. But I bought SN.. Nitrite from a reputable lab. Took it and survived. Tested it on my blood, and it didn't turn brown. I just want to make sure I go this time
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,630
Godspeed. I hope you find the peace we're all seeking.
 
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Sue

Sue

Member
Aug 15, 2021
45
If SN is less than 97 percent pure.. What will happen?
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
917
Wow, you have been fasting for a long time.

I don't remember anyone that became brain dead for using SN, but I'm very new here. For what I know (I'm not a doc), Brain death is essentially death, any cognitive part of the brain would have shut down. Awareness from outside world and even from the rest of the body is needed for defense, when the brain is severely damaged like this, it probably doesn't have this kind of awareness and doesn't need it anymore.

Also, If your body won't be found in 30 days, even if it doesn't work, you will probably die by starvation. I just pray you won't suffer.

However, Sue, I don't know from what you're suffering. But don't rush, alright? SN is there, there is no problem in postpone if you're not sure about it. Maybe try recover if you can.

But anyway, I wish you peace in whatever decision you make.
 
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thebigpigman

Member
Aug 28, 2021
57
I'm exhausted. And I can't go on any longer. The N will take too long to arrive. I've not eaten since last Sunday.

I don't have the test strips for the SN yet. It's taking forever. The SN was in a pill tube. Like those pill bottles you just flip the cap.

If not 99 pure, can the blood test still be accurate if I extract my blood and it turns brown?

My tummy is empty.. But I also tend to suffer acidity. What if the SN turns to salt in my tummy?

I live alone. If I become brain dead, would I feel pain? My body won't be found in over 30 days.

Is it better to try Stan's guide, or PPH.

Please pray I don't suffer. Please pray I finally leave.
I will pray for your safe journey.
 
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Sue

Sue

Member
Aug 15, 2021
45
Wow, you have been fasting for a long time.

I don't remember anyone that became brain dead for using SN, but I'm very new here. For what I know (I'm not a doc), Brain death is essentially death, any cognitive part of the brain would have shut down. Awareness from outside world and even from the rest of the body is needed for defense, when the brain is severely damaged like this, it probably doesn't have this kind of awareness and doesn't need it anymore.

Also, If your body won't be found in 30 days, even if it doesn't work, you will probably die by starvation. I just pray you won't suffer.

However, Sue, I don't know from what you're suffering. But don't rush, alright? SN is there, there is no problem in postpone if you're not sure about it. Maybe try recover if you can.

But anyway, I wish you peace in whatever decision you make.
Thank you.. But I've waited for a year. I fasted for 7 days because I'm no longer able to eat due to depression. Please tell me, what if the SN is less than 97 pure.. What would happen
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,281
I wish you lots of love, peace and the knowledge that you are loved and cared about where ever that may be.

Walter
 
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suysayd

Member
Sep 9, 2021
10
Your courage will be appreciated. I have the shame to be a big guy with a tough personality and being scared like a baby when it comes to doing it even tho i've always wanted to. From my tests i've learned something. Before you pass out you will not go scared and in pain. In the last seconds the body and mind always come to a complete liberation and calmness. The pain is only here. Take care you beautiful soul!
 
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Sue

Member
Aug 15, 2021
45
Your courage will be appreciated. I have the shame to be a big guy with a tough personality and being scared like a baby when it comes to doing it even tho i've always wanted to. From my tests i've learned something. Before you pass out you will not go scared and in pain. In the last seconds the body and mind always come to a complete liberation and calmness. The pain is only here. Take care you beautiful soul!
Life's pain has given me the courage
The purity is 98.5
Took my first antiematic, and have chest pains. And it's really painful how will I handle the SN pain.. If any. I will wait the 8 hours before I take SN
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
917
Thank you.. But I've waited for a year. I fasted for 7 days because I'm no longer able to eat due to depression. Please tell me, what if the SN is less than 97 pure.. What would happen

If SN is less than 97% pure, I don't think it will have any permanent damage. There was a post here about a user that tried without knowing the purity of his SN, it's written in portuguese in a thread. He just fell asleep with no pain and woke up the other day without any kind of effect.

In your case, I think there's little chance of failure, but if it does fail, I don't think there will be any damage. I might be wrong though, so if any other user could correct me, it would be good.
 
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hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
i wish you a peaceful passing.
i'm sorry you are suffering so much. i hope the end of it.
i too read some threads about people who drunk sn not too pure and they woke up the day after with no important side effects, they didn't need any medical help.
 
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Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Thoughts and prayers to you
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I hope your suffering will end soon. I'm sorry you're at the point of your life that you have to go.
I wish you a painless departure.
 
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RedEther

RedEther

Member
Sep 3, 2021
92
I can only recommend
Stan's Guide to SN
 
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Walkingcorpse123

My only friend, the end
Jul 9, 2021
44
Sounds really unfair and tiring for you. I hope you peace.
 
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Sue

Sue

Member
Aug 15, 2021
45
If SN is less than 97% pure, I don't think it will have any permanent damage. There was a post here about a user that tried without knowing the purity of his SN, it's written in portuguese in a thread. He just fell asleep with no pain and woke up the other day without any kind of effect.

In your case, I think there's little chance of failure, but if it does fail, I don't think there will be any damage. I might be wrong though, so if any other user could correct me, it would be good.
Thank you
i wish you a peaceful passing.
i'm sorry you are suffering so much. i hope the end of it.
i too read some threads about people who drunk sn not too pure and they woke up the day after with no important side effects, they didn't need any medical help.
Ah. Thank you
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I hope you find the peace desired
✨ ✨
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,590
I hope you find the peace you are looking for. I'm sorry you are suffering so much.
 
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Sue

Sue

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Aug 15, 2021
45
Please tellme.. Once I mix the SN and water, how long can it sit for
 
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