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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

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Today is THE day! I took my THC gummies, got seraquel ready, measured out 4,(plus one for luck),teaspoons of sn into a 8 oz glass. That's US kitchen measuring spoons.
Warming bottled water in front of my space heater. Taking seraquel now. I really love you guys, and please no sad remarks. Y'all know damn well I'm doing it because I want too. I'll try to post back. To the mods could you keep my account open for a few months, in case of CTB failure?
 
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DreamEnd

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Aug 4, 2022
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Farewell. Rest easy friend
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I hope you have a peaceful journey and find freedom from your suffering.
 
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Jadzia

Name is from Star Trek. I'm not from E. Europe
May 8, 2019
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Sending love ❤️
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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Water bottle still too damn cold to mix well. Gotta wait a minute. Seraquel starting to work, naw more like kick in. Gonna try to mix cold water with sn.
Today is THE day! I took my THC gummies, got seraquel ready, measured out 4,(plus one for luck),teaspoons of sn into a 8 oz glass. That's US kitchen measuring spoons.
Warming bottled water in front of my space heater. Taking seraquel now. I really love you guys, and please no sad remarks. Y'all know damn well I'm doing it because I want too. I'll try to post back. To the mods could you keep my account open for a few months, in case of CTB failure?
Taste d sn weird getting sleep y gotta take sn NOW!
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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Water bottle still too damn cold to mix well. Gotta wait a minute. Seraquel starting to work, naw more like kick in. Gonna try to mix cold water with sn.

Taste d sn weird getting sleep y gotta take sn NOW!
Burning all the way down.
Holding sn down so far getting breath mint. Finally I am acting like a real man.
 
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Pentobarbital_Plz

Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
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I hope you find your peace, man :)

May the pain stop forever!
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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Turned on TV and DVD to cover sounds of death. God I love you guys, much.
Esophagus burning, stomach queasy
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
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Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
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Lone_Traveler90

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Jan 7, 2023
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Good luck friend, have a peaceful journey!
 
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aforestfire

aforestfire

"for truly, i am no longer a part of the world."
Dec 17, 2022
88
i hope it all goes as planned and you find the peace that you want. see you on the other side.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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You are so fortunate to be leaving this awful world, I envy you. Farewell.
 
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jessisme

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Dec 3, 2022
386
I hope this passing is peaceful and that you achieve what you wish for in it. Hugs and love to you. xoxoxo
 
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MideonNViscera

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Nov 26, 2021
146
I hope your suffering has ended.
 
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jessisme

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Dec 3, 2022
386
Love and Hugs to you, I hope you have found peace. xoxoxo
 
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Unending

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Nov 5, 2022
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I hope that the transition over was smooth and that you found relief and peace <3
 
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ksp

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Oct 1, 2022
435
i hope you're not suffering, and peace to you!
 
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