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sadpinky

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Jun 10, 2021
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Now, 2 months since she departed. It hasn't gotten any easier like people say it will and my thoughts of being with her have increased exponentially. I Originally out of impulse and without much research purchased what I thought was the right "ticket" to CTB to meet her only to later find out my bus wouldn't reach her destination. Now, before time drifts further apart I'm planning my second "ticket" purchase and hopefully now being a bit more informed I'll be able to finally see her again.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
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Time heals nothing unless you got something better than that you lost. If you still lack the replacement then the wound will always be there
 
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CatTheBus5689

CatTheBus5689

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Jun 22, 2021
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The wound doesn't get better, you just deal with it better.
 
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Computer Blue

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Jan 19, 2021
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I would say the wound does heal but there may always be a massive scar. It really is going to take more than 2 months though ... It took me about a year and a half.
 
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sadpinky

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Jun 10, 2021
202
I would say the wound does heal but there may always be a massive scar. It really is going to take more than 2 months though ... It took me about a year and a half.
How do you still have the strength to be here?
 
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Computer Blue

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Jan 19, 2021
56
Well, my parents are still alive so I can't delete myself yet. I've always been somewhat of a loner and enjoy peace and quiet so it wasn't impossible for me to get back into that state of mind. And I am lucky enough to have a few good friends. Humans (and especially animals) are quite resilient and can adapt to changes but it does take time.
 
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sadpinky

Stargazer
Jun 10, 2021
202
Well, my parents are still alive so I can't delete myself yet. I've always been somewhat of a loner and enjoy peace and quiet so it wasn't impossible for me to get back into that state of mind. And I am lucky enough to have a few good friends. Humans (and especially animals) are quite resilient and can adapt to changes but it does take time.
May I message you?
 
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Computer Blue

Member
Jan 19, 2021
56
Sure!
Oh, and having a couple of pets helps as well.
 
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nopointofliving

nopointofliving

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Apr 19, 2021
513
It has been 6 months, I'm still in my same place lol

Welcome to the club!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Yes, we can never forget anything either, so you are right that time doesn't always heal. Memories can be powerful. Living can be painful.
 
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demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
Yes, we can never forget anything either, so you are right that time doesn't always heal. Memories can be powerful. Living can be painful.
I feel like the memories are one of the most painful things in life.

Remembering how things used to be and what has been lost makes the present even more painful.
 
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hʚll

hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
hey. i am sorry that you lost her. i hope that you will able to meet her again somewhere safer and stay together forever, far from any danger.
 
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