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roseleaf

roseleaf

freedom is a dream that is just out of reach
Apr 25, 2023
233
i think it's best to have a short suicide note

i'm going with hanging, hopefully sometime soon so i think my note would be
"i can't breathe" or something stupid like that
i mean, what would yours be
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
Failure. I'm sorry
 
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corazon

corazon

"a heart's a heavy burden"
Mar 30, 2023
94
i think it's best to have a short suicide note

i'm going with hanging, hopefully sometime soon so i think my note would be
"i can't breathe" or something stupid like that
i mean, what would yours be
"Hang in there 👍"
I wouldn't leave that as a note, but for my past two attempts with partial hanging I wore a T-shirt that has "hang in there" printed on it. Is that in bad taste? Maybe, but I couldn't resist.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,510
How's My Hair?
 
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stillmirenai

stillmirenai

everything is fragile.
Mar 29, 2023
292
Life asphyxiates me.
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

Alcoholic Teletubby

Rip in piss
Jan 10, 2022
500
"I'm happy/free now."

or (more so for my family)

"Please keep going."
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,736
It's finally over.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,088
I can't even !!!
 
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Octopixie

Octopixie

If not now, when?
Jun 26, 2023
18
Nothing else worked
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
Fuck you world.
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
339
Not sorry
 
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gardenofaphrodite

gardenofaphrodite

Can’t catch a break no matter what I do.
Apr 12, 2023
142
I told you.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,244
I am free!!!
 
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toofargone6969

toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
323
I'm sorry mom
 
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J

jj#blm

Member
Jun 16, 2023
17
suffered every day
 
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SplitInfrastructure

SplitInfrastructure

becoming the lastnames by will wood
Jun 7, 2023
109
not your fault
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Born wrong sex.
 
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hanax.

hanax.

SI sucks
Oct 2, 2021
18
i found home
 
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graymatter

Member
Apr 12, 2023
24
TTL exceeded
 
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Fabi_2312

Fabi_2312

Member
Jun 10, 2023
23
I wont return.
 
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InaudibleEcho

InaudibleEcho

Oh, it’s a reasonable sacrifice
Jun 23, 2023
45
I went home/im going home
 
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J

jonward55

£ Made Me Be Here.
Apr 12, 2023
384
F*ck you all.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,243
Fuck you pro-lifers
 
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Slasher

Slasher

crybaby
Jun 6, 2023
87
my bad g
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,243
I would go with "finally at peace"
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,243
#1

Fuck you pro-lifers.

Other candidates

Freedom from everything

Nightmare is over

Freedom forever
 
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befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
2,585
How about: "Kiss my ass" or "fuck you all"
 
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Borgrot

Borgrot

Member
Mar 21, 2023
30
Not good enough
 
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