Thread with the hospital SN guy

[cali22♡]

Hello,

I am looking for a thread where a guy here on the forum tried sn and was sent directly to the hospital etc etc he also posted a lot of pictures can someone maybe send me this thread under here

It would be meeega nice

thanks

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

Interesting. I'm curious about this too. I've seen threads like what you're talking about, but none with pictures before.

 

[needthebus]

Interesting. I'm curious about this too. I've seen threads like what you're talking about, but none with pictures before.

i made my username before knowing your username

i'm a follower and plagiarist!

you're the original... hi

Interesting. I'm curious about this too. I've seen threads like what you're talking about, but none with pictures before.

it would be funny if for some strange reason we accidentally end up meeting under some unusual circumstance and had some sort of strange adventure or road trip involving an actual bus

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

i made my username before knowing your username

i'm a follower and plagiarist!

you're the original... hi

it would be funny if for some strange reason we accidentally end up meeting under some unusual circumstance and had some sort of strange adventure or road trip involving an actual bus

As they say, great minds think alike. So, "followers" and "plagiarists" are always welcome in my book☺We're all a family here united to give everyone voices and choices, so the bus belongs equally to us all! :D So hiii, friend! I love your username!

 

[Talvikki]

I'm not sure, but perhaps you mean this thread:

Testing SN - How to get to hospital (fast)

Hello guys and girls, First of all: I apologize for any spelling or grammatical errors, I'm from Germany/Austria and unfortunately I'm not a native speaker. I don’t know why it took me so long so tell you my story but today I decided to do exactly that: My story of what happens when you try SN...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[justwannadip]

I'm not sure, but perhaps you mean this thread:

Testing SN - How to get to hospital (fast)

Hello guys and girls, First of all: I apologize for any spelling or grammatical errors, I'm from Germany/Austria and unfortunately I'm not a native speaker. I don’t know why it took me so long so tell you my story but today I decided to do exactly that: My story of what happens when you try SN...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Yes i think it was this one i remember this. Its crazy how he only took 2g and his heartrate went from 80bpm to 150. I worry with my anxiety that that will make me panic. He also said he vomited twice but "didn't feel nauseous", not rlly sure how to interpret that. For such a small dose, to me those effects are kinda scary and worrying. He obv didnt follow the protocol but still.

I should add that he also suffered from severe depression and lacked any apparent fear of death or even SI: "I didn't panic at all. I really don't know how SI feels. I have done many "extreme sports" like bungee jumping or swimming with sharks at a vacation. I always know I could die at anything I do, but I don't really care."
I and many others don't have this complete lack of fear or SI, and I fear that being conscious during those symptoms, especially if it lasts long before unconscious, will lead me to impulsively calling for help.