Thoughts.

[shatteredstar]

Hello. I have recently decided my life isn't worth living. This isn't an impulsive action, just based on multiple attempts to get better and realising that there is very little chance for me without sacrificing my own free will. I do not wish to live with the things I know, and am not young enough to make myself forget anymore. I am only alive for other people, but it is getting harder everyday. I wish that I could love life, but it failed me too many times that I do not even want to see the monster I could become.

 

[FuneralCry]

I could never stay alive only for others personally and I can imagine that it must be really hard being in that situation. It really is such a cruel existence and I'm sorry that you have to endure so much suffering. Best wishes.