I tied a slipknot in a necktie and got into position for partial hanging, and unlike with a rather stiff HDMI cable (workin with what I got, lol) I instantly felt that "blood choke" when I got the position right. Weirdly, however, while I was still conscious my mind went blank and I placed my hands on the ground so as to alleviate pressure from my neck! I tried to think my way through the weird panic sensation, but I literally couldn't conjure a single thought; I cannot describe it other than that. All I could do was just breathe, hands on the ground, seeing through my eyes but not fully in control.
Is that what people refer to when they talk about the self preservation instincts? I tried a plastic bag over the head before and the nausea was very intense, I thought that was the extent of it. This was a whole new level! Anyone else have this happen? Wish me luck on getting this done soon. I'm so goddamn sick of living.
Love always,
Max
Is that what people refer to when they talk about the self preservation instincts? I tried a plastic bag over the head before and the nausea was very intense, I thought that was the extent of it. This was a whole new level! Anyone else have this happen? Wish me luck on getting this done soon. I'm so goddamn sick of living.
Love always,
Max
