Method Thoughts on my plan?

[Ariel1]

I've been doing lots of research and I feel like there are only a few options that could work for me:

1. Make an Exit bag (although I'm not 100% clear on how to do so despite the videos) and use it in one of the following ways: buy a nitrogen tank, hose and regulator, spend the night in a hotel and use the inert gas method; or get lots of sleeping pills, put the bag on and hold it open until I fall asleep. The problem with the latter is I think I would need to adjust how the bag is made and there isnt as much information on the success of this method as with nitrogen, however it seems easier than buying a gas tank and regulator and lugging it around.
2. Going to Mexico to buy barbiturates from a vet supply store, coming back to Canada and using it. Or just using it in Mexico. But this seems like a more involved and expensive process. And what if I cant get them. Also what do I tell my family?
3. Jumping in front of a train. But this seems super gruesome and painful. Also, what if I chicken out or someone tries to stop me or the train stops?

Open to any thoughts/advice.

 

[TitianCashew26]

The first option, with the nitrogen tank, seems the best.

 

[Ariel1]

I've been doing lots of research and I feel like there are only a few options that could work for me:

1. Make an Exit bag (although I'm not 100% clear on how to do so despite the videos) and use it in one of the following ways: buy a nitrogen tank, hose and regulator, spend the night in a hotel and use the inert gas method; or get lots of sleeping pills, put the bag on and hold it open until I fall asleep. The problem with the latter is I think I would need to adjust how the bag is made and there isnt as much information on the success of this method as with nitrogen, however it seems easier than buying a gas tank and regulator and lugging it around.
2. Going to Mexico to buy barbiturates from a vet supply store, coming back to Canada and using it. Or just using it in Mexico. But this seems like a more involved and expensive process. And what if I cant get them. Also what do I tell my family?
3. Jumping in front of a train. But this seems super gruesome and painful. Also, what if I chicken out or someone tries to stop me or the train stops?

Open to any thoughts/advice.

Also wondering if anyone has had any luck ordering pentobarbital from mexico? There are vet pharmacies that sell it. I haven't tried but Ive seen a few…

 

[Mt1712]

Je me demande aussi si quelqu'un a réussi à commander du pentobarbital au Mexique ? Il existe des pharmacies vétérinaires qui en vendent. Je n'ai pas essayé, mais j'en ai vu quelques-unes…

Also wondering if anyone has had any luck ordering pentobarbital from mexico? There are vet pharmacies that sell it. I haven't tried but Ive seen a few…

Hey
I would love to get that but It seems very complicated. I am from France and I would do everything to leave in peace without suffering. And pentobarbital seems to be the best way.
Please can we help ourselves ?