Discussion thoughts on livestreamed ctb?

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[Yagami]

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If one wants it to be documented it shouldn't be done on mainstream stream sites like Twitch or it could be taken done pretty quick

Should be comfortable with the idea of NYT identifying and writing about you in their next hit piece

 

[som1]

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I don't see anything wrong with it as long as you don't get caught but I personally can't watch any type of gore. I wouldn't mind watching people drink N or SN tho.

 

[whatevs]

It's kinda neat honestly. We are a technological exhibitionist civilization at this point, why waste some shocking material and attention, even if it's posthumously.

But the ones I saw often lacked some kind of introduction. If I am going to watch a suicide I would want to be given context.

 

[OldDrummer]

It would only end up on some sort of gore site and I wouldn't want any of my family to stumble across it.

 

[ghostunderthelight]

For myself, no. I would prefer some modicum of privacy in my final moments. As well as the fact it would spread over the internet.
For others, it's their choice. Of course, it would be better if they kept it out of the public eye, both for their benefit and for the benefit of the general public.
I find watching people ctb quite interesting, and I'm sure there's similar people out there.

 

[Sherri]

Never seen a livestream but I've heard a few, and rather not go into details.

 

[Graytaichi]

Where to watch SN ctb?

 

[Chinaski]

Bad, ghoulish, voyeuristic.

 

[FuneralCry]

I believe that someones last moments should be private, therefore I do not agree with it. I think it is quite disturbing that there are videos of ctb on the internet, in my opinion to watch one is disrespectful to those that have passed away. People can read about ctb if they want to do research. I could never watch one, it would traumatise me.

 

[Mrikaii]

It's what I would do if I had a gun.

 

[deleted]

I wouldn't understand why a person transmits such an important moment to a lot of strangers, I've watched many gore videos and some were made live on Facebook where people ctb

 

[Foresight]

Why? That's what I think, and I've never heard a good answer.

 

[som1]

Why? That's what I think, and I've never heard a good answer.

I believe it's because people want attention and that's totally normal. I had many thoughts about ctbing in front of people so people can recognize my pain and acknowledge my existence. I ofc will never do that cause that's reckless and also even tho I always imagine myself in the spotlight I actually don't like it when it happens.

 

[whatevs]

Why? That's what I think, and I've never heard a good answer.

For the same reason people draw graffiti. A necessity to leave a mark, be seen or express yourself.

 

[Wait-Bus]

Isn't the choice to live steam your exit the same kind of choice on your method? In fact, live streaming is part of the method they have chosen.

It may not be something I understand or care to watch. But should I pass judgment on it? Other than say, it should not be widely available where children or others might stumble on it - such as a Facebook live event.

 

[StillBreathing]

Imo it's pretty distasteful. If you choose to end your life it has nothing to do with anyone else but yourself.

 

[cherrysquick]

old thread but figured id share my feedback anyway since i wanted to make a similar post. i watch gore content because of morbid curiosity and honestly id love to livestream my cbt. this might seem a bit silly but i feel like they always get shared around platforms even years later and personally i dont feel like im gonna be remembered in any different, significant way, so i wouldnt mind people online talking about me and reposting the vid. i think my friends and family will forget about me quite fast and im not famous or anything, so i realistically wont leave anything behind after i go. sure, my close ones seeing the video would suck, but the thought that ill be remembered by at least a few people online seems comforting. typing this made me realize one of my biggest fears is being forgotten completely lol

 

[charlotte_]

If it's streamed only to people who consent to viewing it (ofc the doer also consent), then that's alright. But I'm fully against doing that to a large audience that don't know what they're about to see. It can be very traumatizing for the witnesses.

 

[Jallu55]

I think clips from streamed suicides like McNutt are quite powerful and I like them (I guess I like the liberation from suffering aspect or something since I don't think I would enjoy gore where hurting others is involved very much), Personally I don't think I have ever been traumatized by things I have saw on the Internets but of course trolling campaigns where they post stuff like this on TikTok and such do sound pretty horrible if you would happen to be sensitive to such things.

Since I have never streamed or vlogged or anything I don't think I would stream such thing if it were to happen but there is something attractive about sharing it even if it would be just blatant attention whoring at the last minute.

 

[ddn.ctb]

I am okay about it as long as people respect the places it may appear to live.

As for my CTB - it's a choice I have made, and I'd be happy to share my plans in a PM