Thoughts of hell and punishment

[DeepSleep]

What hell?

I'd encourage everyone to read this article on wiki...

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Future_of_an_expanding_universe

If upon reading it through you still believe that we are any better than microbes or viruses, and deserve a special place in this hierarchy..... or that any imaginary Demigod, or devils, or imps give a slightest heck about any us.... well then....

I'm puzzled and overwhelmed by the vastness of the Universe x100 times more than any of them "holy books"..

 

[FaceOfSilence]

What hell?

I'd encourage everyone to read this article on wiki...

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Future_of_an_expanding_universe

If upon reading it through you still believe that we are any better than microbes or viruses, and deserve a special place in this hierarchy..... or that any imaginary Demigod, or devils, or imps give a slightest heck about any us.... well then....

I'm puzzled and overwhelmed by the vastness of the Universe x100 times more than any of them "holy books"..

Afterlife doesn't make sense logically, but if for your entire life you're being told that there is a monster in a locker that can't be opened before you die, you might just thinking that there is, in fact, said monster.

 

[Pointlessabyss]

Try nihilism, its interesting

How did I not know there was a word for my belief lol! We are all just a spec in time. The world would stil keep turning with our without us.

 

[Boochky]

I'm in a weird place. I just had an old friend tell me of some funny memories. It made me cry. I thought about what people would remember when I'm dead and how beautiful it was to have made a lasting impression. Then I thought how they would feel if I died by suicide.

A voice in my head said that I would spend eternity feeling the pain I inflicted on others. That was a chilling idea.

 

[First loss]

Fuck god. Ave Satanas!

What kind of god doesnt bat an eye when his child is in pain and then punishes it when it commits suicide?

 

[blankpain]

How did I not know there was a word for my belief lol! We are all just a spec in time. The world would stil keep turning with our without us.

Thats the point. To live is to suffer. To survive is to find some meaning in the suffering. Guess I failed to find one.. and im okay with it

 

[Welcumtotherealworld]

If God didn't want me to die then he wouldn't have punished me for no reason at all by giving me a chronic illness. He can go fuck himself for all I care. Existence can always get worse, but I've got to take the chance that it can get better on the other side. At least if I get sent to hell it will make more sense than all of this being for nothing. But even then God put me in this predicament in the first place so why should I be punished for not wanting to suffer like his sick play toy?