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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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Feb 24, 2023
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We are alive until we are dead, I say this because what I am going through is killing me but it doesn't. People seem to think that not dying is a win but for me it's an absolute fail. Can't wait for all this to be over. One day we will all be dead, this is the only positive I can come up with. Believe it or not I am not depressed but more frustrated because of the kind of the somatic symptom disorder I am dealing with. Hard to explain.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Person
Feb 28, 2023
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I also see living as negative, for me death is the most desirable thing I could ever want. I see life as a pointless, sick game in which the objective is to die, everyone wins eventually but many only after brutal lives. People who say living is the better option are irrational, but it's their choice I guess, if only they didn't impose their beliefs onto others. I hope you find peace from your disorder.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Only those who not exist are those who are truly fortunate, as there is nothing to be gained from existing in this world where only suffering, decay and loss are inevitable. I consider permanent nonexistence to be something so ideal as death is the absence of all problems and struggles. It's very true that the only thing that could ever be close to being positive is that someday this will end, and then we can finally rest forever.
 
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insidethefire

insidethefire

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Mar 26, 2023
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Hey I was trying to post a seperate thread but I couldn't figure out how. I need some advice on hiding ana/mia and tips would be appreciated
 

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