Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
I hate this world so much. The majority of humanity is so cruel. I hate this stupid life so much. I just want to ctb already. Why am I even alive? It's not fair. I never consented to being alive. I never wanted or asked for it. Why should I have to go through all this pain? Everybody in my life is just making my situation and everything worse. It's so unfair. We should have a right to ctb. Nobody even consented to being born, why shouldn't we have the right to end our lives peacefully and with dignity? This world is such a cruel, selfish, fucked up place.
 
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Ryan.s

Ryan.s

Experienced
Nov 29, 2019
224
Couldn't agree more man. That's why CTB is our only way out. It is our best friend. The best thing. What is your method mate?
 
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BFishy

Student
Dec 25, 2019
180
I wholeheartedly agree. Everything about my life/world sucks. People are so vain and self serving. Nobody even has common courtesy or respect anymore. I am 43 and other than my daughter my life sucks.The years haven't treated me well.I would love to go someplace, have an IV put In and handed a button and told " all you have to do is push the button and you will be free".
 
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CarefulWithThatAxe

Experienced
Nov 7, 2019
296
It is shit and not getting any better we have failed ourselves as a species.
 
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Ryan.s

Ryan.s

Experienced
Nov 29, 2019
224
I wholeheartedly agree. Everything about my life/world sucks. People are so vain and self serving. Nobody even has common courtesy or respect anymore. I am 43 and other than my daughter my life sucks.The years haven't treated me well.I would love to go someplace, have an IV put In and handed a button and told " all you have to do is push the button and you will be free".
Do you think the statement all men die alone is true?
 
oxymoron

oxymoron

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2019
439
I hate this world so much. The majority of humanity is so cruel. I hate this stupid life so much. I just want to ctb already. Why am I even alive? It's not fair. I never consented to being alive. I never wanted or asked for it. Why should I have to go through all this pain? Everybody in my life is just making my situation and everything worse. It's so unfair. We should have a right to ctb. Nobody even consented to being born, why shouldn't we have the right to end our lives peacefully and with dignity? This world is such a cruel, selfish, fucked up place.
Indeed
 
Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
Couldn't agree more man. That's why CTB is our only way out. It is our best friend. The best thing. What is your method mate?

Going to go with firearm. First though I have to actually learn how to use a gun. Definitely don't want to mess up..
 
Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
Haven't decided yet.. Either a .45 or a 9mm hollow point probably. If I can I'll get a shotgun
 
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MoreThanAFeeling

Specialist
Feb 23, 2020
392
I hate this world so much. The majority of humanity is so cruel.
I wish I met people like you in my life time with whom I could drink beer and curse humans and life itself.
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
I agree with you 100%, I feel the same.
 
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Ryan.s

Ryan.s

Experienced
Nov 29, 2019
224
Haven't decided yet.. Either a .45 or a 9mm hollow point probably. If I can I'll get a shotgun
Do it with a shotgun. That's a near guaranteed death. As for a 9mm or 45, people live from those shots to the head or at least suffer before they die. A 12 gauge with 00 buckshot will literally blow most of your head off and in most cases removes the brain from the skull. :)
 
Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
Do it with a shotgun. That's a near guaranteed death. As for a 9mm or 45, people live from those shots to the head or at least suffer before they die. A 12 gauge with 00 buckshot will literally blow most of your head off and in most cases removes the brain from the skull. :)

Nice, I'll get that when the time comes
 
wanderlost

wanderlost

Wanderlost
Feb 11, 2020
18
It is shit and not getting any better we have failed ourselves as a species.

we are not a species like mammals, they are far superior. and sea life is too imo.
we are very much like a disease on the earth, killing living lush areas for money, we have spread all over and it is time to push the factory settings button,
first all human life will die en masse in huge numbers and fast.
the animals and sealife will live until the first (unmanned because we are all dead) nuclear power plant meltdown and there will be chernobyl style incidents but far worse. All of them will go into meltdown i would think within a year of each other , killing ALL wildlife and poisoning the seas.
The earth will be a lifeless dusty grey planet for a fair few million years and minute life will start over but humans will not be here the second time around , the earth has learned that they are bad for the planet.
We are like terminal fast growing flesh eating, diseased, leeches.
We bore and dig and frack leaving dangerous wounds everywhere, nuclear testing, the earth cannot live with us in harmony like it does with animals, because we are thoughtless, stupid even to not see it happening everywhere.
humans have put the earth in a critical state in ICU dying slowly, it has one last chance and that is at the cost of our lives.
The earth will be poisoned so badly by the power plants that it will be like it is put into a self induced coma, millions of years will pass Idk how many but when the first sign of life shows and the radiation has gone then the earth will start over... but cut out the human bit like a corn on a foot.
Roll on mother nature the sooner the better, for all that is affected by our negative greedy ways.
 
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Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205

See. Blows the top of his head off. That was done with a 12 gauge shotgun. Got more where that came from if you would like

I've seen that video before. Didn't know that that was a 12 gauge. Pretty powerful
 
Ryan.s

Ryan.s

Experienced
Nov 29, 2019
224
I've seen that video before. Didn't know that that was a 12 gauge. Pretty powerful

Also 12 gauge. Nothing better than 12 gauge. Sheer power
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622

See. Blows the top of his head off. That was done with a 12 gauge shotgun. Got more where that came from if you would like
Shudder
 
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Deleted-User-0

Experienced
Jan 30, 2020
217
I hate this world so much. The majority of humanity is so cruel. I hate this stupid life so much. I just want to ctb already. Why am I even alive? It's not fair. I never consented to being alive. I never wanted or asked for it. Why should I have to go through all this pain? Everybody in my life is just making my situation and everything worse. It's so unfair. We should have a right to ctb. Nobody even consented to being born, why shouldn't we have the right to end our lives peacefully and with dignity? This world is such a cruel, selfish, fucked up place.

This is all horrible and fucked up and sometimes beautiful and full of pain and suffering with some adorable moments.
This is a grim and nightmarish experience almost horrifying that sometimes very rarely opens a window to shed light on our faces.
My existence in this place always gave me the desire to vanish to be in non existence yet I'm still here yet there are certain moments that compensate just a little bit for all the pain and burdens I carry.
The question to be asked is are you ready to trade Something with Nothing.
There is no judgement whatever the answer is.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
The world is evil blah blah so watch this person blow their head off. Doesn't correlate. This thread is the problem with the world. People don't actually care, they just want to look good in front of people they don't care about
 
Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
This is all horrible and fucked up and sometimes beautiful and full of pain and suffering with some adorable moments.
This is a grim and nightmarish experience almost horrifying that sometimes very rarely opens a window to shed light on our faces.
My existence in this place always gave me the desire to vanish to be in non existence yet I'm still here yet there are certain moments that compensate just a little bit for all the pain and burdens I carry.
The question to be asked is are you ready to trade Something with Nothing.
There is no judgement whatever the answer is.

Yes, a peaceful nothingness outweighs the misery and pain I feel in life
 
bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
I hate this world so much. The majority of humanity is so cruel. I hate this stupid life so much. I just want to ctb already. Why am I even alive? It's not fair. I never consented to being alive. I never wanted or asked for it. Why should I have to go through all this pain? Everybody in my life is just making my situation and everything worse. It's so unfair. We should have a right to ctb. Nobody even consented to being born, why shouldn't we have the right to end our lives peacefully and with dignity? This world is such a cruel, selfish, fucked up place.
Couldn't agree more!! What an evil sick cruel fucked up world we live in. And they say we aren't right for wanting to leave???? I say they aren't right for wanting to stay!!!
 
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Epsilon0

Enlightened
Dec 28, 2019
1,874
Live is a hellish nightmare and I am a figure in a Bosch painting.
 
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ForensicallyAware

ForensicallyAware

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Feb 10, 2020
314
Life isn't just picking on me and providing me with never ending misery and humiliation

It just feels that way
 
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foreverbroken28

I've gone off the deep end.
Jul 11, 2019
124
I hate this world so much. The majority of humanity is so cruel. I hate this stupid life so much. I just want to ctb already. Why am I even alive? It's not fair. I never consented to being alive. I never wanted or asked for it. Why should I have to go through all this pain? Everybody in my life is just making my situation and everything worse. It's so unfair. We should have a right to ctb. Nobody even consented to being born, why shouldn't we have the right to end our lives peacefully and with dignity? This world is such a cruel, selfish, fucked up place.
 
AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
I feel you and agree with you.
 
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snowman626

Mage
Jan 28, 2019
543
the happiest day of my life will be the day that i die

 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,441
It is so shit I actually fantasise about contracting the Coronavirus and dying. But knowing my luck I'll catch it and live.
 
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