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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,207
Do any of you get this deep sinking feeling that this world is not our true home? I do. I get this chronic feeling of emptiness, loneliness, and feeling homesick. I never felt that I belonged anywhere 😞 It's a truly gut-wrenching feeling.

Home
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
this planet anti ours, we want whatever it is that makes us what we are to belong to us
 
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Venus13

Venus13

Experienced
Oct 2, 2022
233
Yea, definitely, some of us aren't meant for this place. I always felt disturbed by our reality here, just an easily cruel existence by design.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,772
I certainly know that I've never been meant to exist here, the only thing that could ever feel right for me is to permanently leave this world. This world is hell to me, and it's a curse to exist here and to have the ability to suffer, I could never wish to belong here as life in itself is what I have a problem with. The only relief could ever lie in death.
 
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Caoine01

Caoine01

Experienced
Feb 23, 2023
212
world is not our true home
For me this world is like a broad river. If you swim with the current you will go far. If you swim against the current, you stay put. You can't actually see which direction you're swimming in. Your perception is influenced by your inner self. And in the end they all drown.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
This place can suck sometimes
 

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