wasteandvoid
ill never be what you wanted im your lucifer
- Jun 20, 2023
- 122
Life is garbage and a waste of time completley theres nothing left I wanna see
I wanna fuck a girl like thats it thats all i care about rn lol
Ive been awake for over 24 hours
I can finally feel my emotions and be connected with other people and im at the end of my journey mental health wise and I dont like what I see on the other end
I figured everything out and I could lead a good life from here even a perfect life but it all feels so pointless
The state of everything is garbage
The perpetual waking up to every single lie and promise society says as you get older is devastating
Who tf stays here on this psychopathic planet its completle garbage and the designer is a retard
Why is everything just hell in this experience
Why is everything thats emotional and biological in nature, a masked version of underlying mechanical things and processes that are basically pointless
Like I have it all from what I wanted from seeking fixing my trauma and getting my emotions back and having the ability to make a sense of self after what ive been through, I could make this even better
But it all feels so fake even after I discover more like I wasnt supposed to even know this shit
And what I really feel is that I who I am and my situation is so bad and the state of the world is so bad that I dont like it here
This world is a bad deal
also if ur a crazy neet girl whos also around 21-23, and you play games on pc all day hmu lmaoo
Idc im going insane idc what I say anymore who I am doesnt make sense anymore
life is just endless useless shit
I hope I go so fucking insane that nothing is possible to fix anymore and I have no oppertunities anymore and im forced to end it
Tf is the reason i tried and clinged on
Should I stay awake until* im dead?
23999199
I hope everyone in my life fucking hates me soon
I could jump off a hotel or off a bridge or off a highway any building
Nothing at all in the world makes any sense to me
If i die and just turn into molecules i hope thats the outcome and i hope everyone forgets about me fast i know most of them will and theyll all have better lives when i am gone
Ye
I wanna fuck a girl like thats it thats all i care about rn lol
Ive been awake for over 24 hours
I can finally feel my emotions and be connected with other people and im at the end of my journey mental health wise and I dont like what I see on the other end
I figured everything out and I could lead a good life from here even a perfect life but it all feels so pointless
The state of everything is garbage
The perpetual waking up to every single lie and promise society says as you get older is devastating
Who tf stays here on this psychopathic planet its completle garbage and the designer is a retard
Why is everything just hell in this experience
Why is everything thats emotional and biological in nature, a masked version of underlying mechanical things and processes that are basically pointless
Like I have it all from what I wanted from seeking fixing my trauma and getting my emotions back and having the ability to make a sense of self after what ive been through, I could make this even better
But it all feels so fake even after I discover more like I wasnt supposed to even know this shit
And what I really feel is that I who I am and my situation is so bad and the state of the world is so bad that I dont like it here
This world is a bad deal
also if ur a crazy neet girl whos also around 21-23, and you play games on pc all day hmu lmaoo
Idc im going insane idc what I say anymore who I am doesnt make sense anymore
life is just endless useless shit
I hope I go so fucking insane that nothing is possible to fix anymore and I have no oppertunities anymore and im forced to end it
Tf is the reason i tried and clinged on
Should I stay awake until* im dead?
23999199
I hope everyone in my life fucking hates me soon
I could jump off a hotel or off a bridge or off a highway any building
Nothing at all in the world makes any sense to me
If i die and just turn into molecules i hope thats the outcome and i hope everyone forgets about me fast i know most of them will and theyll all have better lives when i am gone
Ye
