
CoolGuy9
Mage
- Mar 5, 2019
- 524
I'm not new to being suicidal or suicide attempts, but before it was more of a "I don't want to live, but I don't want to die," type of thing. Now however the idea of being dead is actually calming and makes me happy. I'm also getting closer to perfecting my method so soon I'll be able to do it and not fail like before.