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thedaywillcome

thedaywillcome

I will leave soon
Apr 2, 2022
358
This life is only pointless and a pain in the ass. This existence is horrible.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
Yeah. Definitely pointless. I'm just here still so my gf won't suffer. It's the best I can do. I'm not a saint.

That sense of dread and uneasiness is always with me, no relenting. I don't know how much longer I can take this flesh prison
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
of course its pointless, and that makes our suffering for nothing
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,326
Yes, you are right. The existence of life really is such a horrific thing, I mean all of the pain and cruelty that exists in this world is undeniable and will continue to exist as long as life is brought here. It's a burden being trapped in the prison that is consciousness, it's a curse to have to experience this existence, we only exist just to deteriorate and eventually die.

No amount of words could really describe my dislike towards life, it's always better to not exist but of course never being born is the best thing possible. Non existence is the ideal state, as with awareness there will inevitably be suffering. It's tragic how life continues to be brought here, I mean as humans we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to endure this life.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
If I could have been given some of the things that are most important to me it would have been worth it. I didn't get the size,strength, build, hair and eye color, plus a well monied family I wanted. So I have been granted NOTHING that would make life have any appeal, therefore why should I continue to suffer? Getting closer to departure time. Thanks for listening, and love to all here.
 
thedaywillcome

thedaywillcome

I will leave soon
Apr 2, 2022
358
Yes, you are right. The existence of life really is such a horrific thing, I mean all of the pain and cruelty that exists in this world is undeniable and will continue to exist as long as life is brought here. It's a burden being trapped in the prison that is consciousness, it's a curse to have to experience this existence, we only exist just to deteriorate and eventually die.

No amount of words could really describe my dislike towards life, it's always better to not exist but of course never being born is the best thing possible. Non existence is the ideal state, as with awareness there will inevitably be suffering. It's tragic how life continues to be brought here, I mean as humans we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to endure this life.
I got a genetic error(deletition Immp2l). My brain is affected. Thats the reason my life is horrible.

It cause structural errors in the striatum.
 
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