This life is so fucking shit

[drownll]

I hate going out, i hate the city life, i hate people, i hate having to work a shitty job, i hate social medias, i hate public transports, it sucks so godamn much
The only moments i'm happy are when i'm immersed in a fantasy world, when i play video games, when i'm dreaming etc...
The more i can be disconnected from this shitty world the better

 

[Novacaine]

I hate waking up

 

[Csmith8827]

I hate waking up

This just happened to me and I know exactly what you mean. It's like that initial dawn or onset of reality vs being in the dreamspace that really just brings me down.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

My personal circumstances are different but I agree life sucks!!!

 

[sserafim]

I hate this world as well. Personally if I had a choice I would never have chosen to live in it

 

[yrrusdf]

I hate waking up

Exactlyyy like whyy just let me never wake up again

 

[RemainingDubious]

I hate going out, i hate the city life, i hate people

i completely understand and often feel like that too.

i hate social medias, i hate public transports, it sucks so godamn much
The only moments i'm happy are when i'm immersed in a fantasy world, when i play video games, when i'm dreaming etc...
The more i can be disconnected from this shitty world the better

i can relate to that too, although when i'm immersed in a fantasy world i'm not truly happy either. i've got to a point i can't be fully immersed in a better reality anymore. The comfort it used to bring just isn't the same as it once was.

i don't know if you experience being aware that you're attempting to ignore your reality in favour of a fictional one, at the time you put something on? Which kinda restricts you from fully blocking reality out?

Sorry it's difficult to explain the feeling.

In my personal experience it also raises the question: what good is having an existence when the only real comfort i get is from attempting to escape that very existence?

It kinda seems like escapism has lost its effectiveness with me, since my mind knows playing a game, reading, watching a tv show, watching a movie, etc are all a form of escapism. So that question it raises kinda takes centre stage. If that makes sense?

 

[tbroken]

Odio uscire, odio la vita di città, odio le persone, odio dover fare un lavoro di merda, odio i social media, odio i trasporti pubblici, fa così dannatamente schifo
Gli unici momenti in cui sono felice sono quando sono immerso in un mondo fantastico, quando gioco ai videogiochi, quando sogno ecc...
Più riesco a staccarmi da questo mondo di merda, meglio è

Sono come te ed è così da poco meno di 20 anni, ora ne ho 30. Il mio nome è un gioco di parole tra "Finalmente" ed "è ora", perché dopo aver provato di tutto per vivere una vita dignitosa e per non spezzare di nuovo il cuore dei miei genitori è dei miei amici , alla fine ho deciso di prendere l'autobus. Davvero non ne posso più. È tutto più disgustoso di quanto avessi mai pensato e i miei sforzi da soli non possono migliorare questa merda.