Wrote my notes
Picked my meds
Crossing my fingers
Hope I'll end up dead
Ha. OD is the only option available to me, so I'm reading case studies of successful ctb, researching medication reactions and absorption and all that. Planning my dose and deciding on a time. I don't know when. It probably won't be soon, and I'll probably continue researching, asking questions, and being indecisive. It's not that I don't want to ctb, it's that I really, really do.
Picked my meds
Crossing my fingers
Hope I'll end up dead
Ha. OD is the only option available to me, so I'm reading case studies of successful ctb, researching medication reactions and absorption and all that. Planning my dose and deciding on a time. I don't know when. It probably won't be soon, and I'll probably continue researching, asking questions, and being indecisive. It's not that I don't want to ctb, it's that I really, really do.
