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absolute failure

absolute failure

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Jan 19, 2026
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Okay, i think i am done for now. I will attempt on friday by partial suspension hanging in the woods. If i survive, i need to try again. I told this to no one in reallife, and i dont think i will. I have people in my life that deserve letters, but ive heard someone say that if you can write letters to people you have reasons to stay, and i kinda agree with that. I wanna thank everyone on this website who has helped me, had an open ear for me, and i wish everyone nothing but the best.
 
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sanctionedusage

sanctionedusage

or sanctioned sausage?
Sep 17, 2025
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dewdfish

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I hope everything works out for you and you reach nirvana safely
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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I hope you find peace from suffering.
 
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HansaNull

HansaNull

the last color turning gray
Dec 4, 2025
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Wish you the peace you been longing for ❤️
 
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absolute failure

absolute failure

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Jan 19, 2026
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thank you all people- may the same peace find you. i dont deserve any kindness and you still give it, thats remarkable
 
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ummagumma

ummagumma

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Jan 11, 2024
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maybe you will rethink your decision about letters? im sure they will miss you greatly... its kind at least to try to soothe the pain
anyway, good luck! i hope everything will go as planned
 
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fallen.dove

fallen.dove

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Jan 24, 2026
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i hope youll find the peace youre looking for<3
 

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