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My life has always sucked. Then my parents outed me. My life is literally hell now. I'm done with this shit.
Can you elaborate on what made your life hell if you're comfortable talking about it?
Medical issues, bullying, issues with my parents regarding my beliefs and my sexuality, toxic school environment, basically everything. My meds no longer help, family and friends don't and can't understand how I feel. The only people I have on my side are my boyfriend and my best friend. I can't take this anymore.
Jumping, there's nothing else available to me.
I've heard stories of survival from even higher jumps, believe it or not, but taking into consideration the fact that this is your only option, I'd say go headfirst.
Is your boyfriend and best friend aware of your intentions to CTB? Have you talked about it to them? I know it's your choice and it's inevitable that they'd try to guilt trip you into not going forward with your plan but I personally think a loved one deserves some kind of closure
Just make sure this is what your truly want. Your boyfriend and best friend deserve some closure.
