This gorgeous picture and my regiment for SN

[C_F]

My regiment. If I have something wrong, please let me know!

I plan to CTB by summer 2020.

6:00pm - Stop eating
12:00am - Stop drinking
1:00am - 600mg Ibuprofen and 20mg Propranolol
1:15am - 30mg Metoclopramide
1:30am - 400mg Tagamet
2:00am - 20mg SN in 50ml water

 

[zherhk]

Wouldn't you drink a sip of water to swallow pills, or you can't because need to stop drinking completely?

 

[Ark]

Sipping water for pills is perfectly fine. Your regimen looks good.

 

[charlottewilts]

do you usually take propranolol? if not, have you tried testing it to see how you react to it? 20mg seems like too low of a dose for the purpose you'd be using it for.

other than that, everything looks great i hope you can find peace soon

 

[Daffodil]

why you starting so early in the morning? what's your plan for getting found?

 

[Saddad]

Hi,

I'm no expert but It looks good to me.

Is there a different option for propranolol as I dont have this?

Have the meto and sn ant acid ibuprofen and paracetamol.

Do my other supplies have any use in a s/n regime? I have 1g H for snort and/or 2240 mg of oxycodone also low dose of oral morphine and 34 mg zopiclone,

Opiod virgin...

 

[C_F]

do you usually take propranolol? if not, have you tried testing it to see how you react to it? 20mg seems like too low of a dose for the purpose you'd be using it for.

other than that, everything looks great i hope you can find peace soon

You may be correct! I'll look into what is better suggested. Do you happen to know?

why you starting so early in the morning? what's your plan for getting found?

I usually go to seep around 2am anyway.

I'm going to do this in a hotel. At that early time, I don't have to worry about house keeping coming in. The next day will be check out, so they will find me 9-10 hours after I take SN when they come to clean the room around 11am.

Hi,

I'm no expert but It looks good to me.

Is there a different option for propranolol as I dont have this?

Have the meto and sn ant acid ibuprofen and paracetamol.

Do my other supplies have any use in a s/n regime? I have 1g H for snort and/or 2240 mg of oxycodone also low dose of oral morphine and 34 mg zopiclone,

Opiod virgin...

You definitely do not need propranolol. It's a "luxury item", as Stan would say. I am taking it because I don't want to experience my heart beating crazy fast before I pass out. It also helps with anxiety.

 

[Saddad]

You may be correct! I'll look into what is better suggested. Do you happen to know?


I usually go to seep around 2am anyway.

I'm going to do this in a hotel. At that early time, I don't have to worry about house keeping coming in. The next day will be check out, so they will find me 9-10 hours after I take SN when they come to clean the room around 11am.


You definitely do not need propranolol. It's a "luxury item", as Stan would say. I am taking it because I don't want to experience my heart beating crazy fast before I pass out. It also helps with anxiety.

Thankyou,

Would my other supplies have any part to play?

 

[C_F]

Thankyou,

Would my other supplies have any part to play?

I really don't know enough about those other medications to give advice unfortunately :(

 

[Saddad]

No worry.
There does seem to be limited info, I have read alot of cases where there has been accidental fatal overdose of oxy, some where one pill was taken. In the cases I have read people seem to have had a peaceful death and have passed while asleep in bed.

My doubt comes from not many people choosing an opioid method, doctors use it to varying effect within the parameters they are allowed to bring a hasty end to suffering. I wonder if they where allowed would they use more?

Is it lack of availability that causes this method not to be chosen, or is there suffering in some cases? It seems fatality in large doses can be pretty certain or has google mis lead me again?

I have been given morphine before in small doses and found it pleasurable.

I have nitrogen and S.N on hand but have reservations with both.

The nitrogen I almost completed but flinched my hands where tingling but as the vision began to narrow I had a flash of my children and pulled it off. I found sat there with bag on head connected to cylinder an unpleasant visual and not something I would (if I had too) choose for someone.

The SN I haven't attempted hence I am still here. But reading what it does ie turning blood brown and body blue. Having to take meto to keep a volatile liquid down, chance of vomiting along with possible pain and mild suffering again rather unpleasant.

Not many get to choose their death and my ideal way has always been to slip into a deeper and deeper sleep until I eventually fade away. So obviously N would be the ideal. The risk of being ripped off or let down and not getting what I need in time has lead me to oxy.

I imagine a super strong pain killer would eliminate the chance of any pain and would cause me to pass out followed by a slow halt to breathing and a peaceful death. Such as visually appears to be the case in what I have read.

I am hoping that someone on here has done some research on this and had info on it and can advise me what they have found.

 

[Despondent]

How long does it take to kick in and is it by any chance painful? Or is it one of the less painful methods to ctb?

 

[Csmith8827]

Your gonna vomit all that shit up. Lol wayyyyyy too many pills IMO.

 

[charlottewilts]

You may be correct! I'll look into what is better suggested. Do you happen to know?

is it immediate or extended release? and for what purpose did you have it prescribed? 40mg is the usual initial dose. such a low initial dose on the bottle is odd. do you have issues with your liver or kidneys, that could be why your doctor adjusted it? i suppose it wouldn't matter very much since you'd only be taking it once, but it could mess with your body and make the process more uncomfortable... maybe i'm just overthinking it. i don't have it prescribed, i've just read a lot about dosages.

 

[Saddad]

Hey thanks for your responses,

The pills are 80mg slow release so 28 pills,
Was thinking of crushing
no prescription,
Zopi is 3.75mg per pill. Help to knock me out
And I've got 30 odd pills of meto

0 tolerance to opioids.

 

[C_F]

is it immediate or extended release? and for what purpose did you have it prescribed? 40mg is the usual initial dose. such a low initial dose on the bottle is odd. do you have issues with your liver or kidneys, that could be why your doctor adjusted it? i suppose it wouldn't matter very much since you'd only be taking it once, but it could mess with your body and make the process more uncomfortable... maybe i'm just overthinking it. i don't have it prescribed, i've just read a lot about dosages.

It was prescribed for performance anxiety. I lied in order to get it basically. I believe it's immediate release.

How long does it take to kick in and is it by any chance painful? Or is it one of the less painful methods to ctb?

You should pass out at around 20 minutes. Can take between 40 minutes to 4 hours to reach death. It's considered a peaceful method hence it's popularity :)