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failedmind

failedmind

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Oct 31, 2024
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I've been set on SN for a while but when I couldn't sleep last night, I started thinking about just using a firearm. Where I live, it's extremely easy to buy one, I could literally just walk in somewhere and buy one.
Is anyones method of choice a firearm? It has me seriously considering. I'd like to be gone asap.
 
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Light_

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I've been set on SN for a while but when I couldn't sleep last night, I started thinking about just using a firearm. Where I live, it's extremely easy to buy one, I could literally just walk in somewhere and buy one.
Is anyones method of choice a firearm? It has me seriously considering. I'd like to be gone asap.
I've considered it. I have 3 hand guns and 2 rifles. I've not been able to go that way. I'm female, men seem to be able to utilize firearms more easily. Bc I have SN I feel I have a choice. Maybe without SN I would just do it with a firearm.
Good luck. It's not easy unfortunately.
 
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failedmind

lonely
Oct 31, 2024
187
I've considered it. I have 3 hand guns and 2 rifles. I've not been able to go that way. I'm female, men seem to be able to utilize firearms more easily. Bc I have SN I feel I have a choice. Maybe without SN I would just do it with a firearm.
Good luck. It's not easy unfortunately.
Yeah I'm with you. I'm also female. I feel that I would buy the gun and be so ready to do it and just not be able to pull the trigger. SN seems more ideal. I hope to order some soon. Ty for responding!
 
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L'absent

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Aug 18, 2024
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For me it is the simplest and most immediate thing. I find the weapon preferable to Nembutal. I hate waiting.
 
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PrisonPlanet

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Jun 14, 2023
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I've been set on SN for a while but when I couldn't sleep last night, I started thinking about just using a firearm. Where I live, it's extremely easy to buy one, I could literally just walk in somewhere and buy one.
Is anyones method of choice a firearm? It has me seriously considering. I'd like to be gone asap.
My method will be a firearm. A 12 gauge shotgun with some buckshot. I bought a gun last year but somehow my step dad found out and so then I asked if he could keep it in his gun safe and give it to me when I want to go to a range. I didn't tell him anything about CTB. So he has given it to me the couple times I've been to a shooting range and I bring it back to him. Well, I don't live with my parents anymore. Lately, I've been thinking of CTB. I just hate my family, they'll all selfish covert narcissists. I really want to buy another gun. I keep going on the fence about it.
 
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lilurki

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Mar 18, 2025
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After two prior failed attempts by trying to OD and drown I think using a firearm will be the best option for me. The only thing that sucks is that I'm unemployed and homeless so I guess I have to work really hard to be able to buy one before the opportunity will open up. If I fall back in love with life trying to obtain a firearm I guess it's a win but until then it's time to pretend I care I guess.
 
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